Hey =p..Its been a long while am not writing anything here..hehe...hmm..sumone asked me juz now "nanie, ape citer ko?".. well usually when we bumped into sumone..this question is the most we'll ask. So, basically the cerita tht i wud share with ppl is actually depends on "closeness" we had.. the bond we share over time.. So apart from i let them to dig out all the story.. apart fr that i try to avoid sumthing that made me felt bad. But sumtimes..i just said.."nothing.." hehe =p abis cerita..
I've tonnes of assignment to complete..uwaa!!! ;'( every assignment should comes with presentation!! relax..relax..bt satu2 dulu..calm yrself..that's will be ok if u do wisely..time management is the important.
Okielaa..
Hari merdeka ni planning balik jhr..to be exact, i will shift to a new house next week:-) seronottnyer.....insyaAllah!!

Merenung sejenak...
"Bila engkau memandang segalanya dari Tuhanmu, yang menciptakan segalanya, yang menimpakan ujian, yang menjadikan sakit hatimu, yang membuatkan keinginanmu terhalang, serta menyusahkan hidupmu... Pasti akan damailah hatimu, kerana masakan ALLAH sengaja mentakdirkan segalanya untuk sesuatu yang sia-sia... Bukan ALLAH tidak tahu deritanya hidupmu, retaknya hatimu, tapi mungkin itulah yang DIA mahu kerana DIA tahu hati yang sebeginilah yang selalunya lebih lunak dan mudah untuk dekat dan akrab dengan Nya..."

Now i'm uitm shah alam..at lab comp with cooling temperature.. fuh!!! sejuk nyer.. abg n me smbg jgk at last..he's doing forensic and me food tech.. well.. i'm craving KFC now..waaaa!!! lapar! okey..smbg nanti.

" Walaupun kekdg kite rase syg dgn ape yg kita ada.. walaupun kekdg kita rase xsanggup nak kehilangan apa yg kita ada skrg.. tp keadaan sgt menekan dan kita tau kita kene berubah.. perlu ade turn point... so terpaksa laa kita berkorban.. tp percayalah.. di sebalik awan yg mendung pasti akan ade sinar mentari.. Bukankah mmg Allah aturkan alam ini sebegitu..Only Him know the best for us.."

When i turn back.. i dont know whether i should regret..because i knew, i've already gave my best for everything i did before. Abg dan aku dapt smbg bljr lg.. di tempat yang samer..tp masing2 bt pengorbanan. Abg buat keputusan, taknak smbg bljr and he want to run our business.. Okie, taknak ckp benda seday2 lagi. Aku akan daftar balik 7 july.. means i'll become a student lg.. Hmm, tp kini it's just a such different.. coz' i'm not only student but ade syarikat sendiri.. tp abg nak aku focus pd study 100%.. aku taknak perkara yang lepas berulang kembali.. deeply inside my heart i wanna every my plans come true.. insyaAllah. Sumone asked me.. "kawin time blaja? boleh ker? " Ermm.. let me put it this way.. whateva is, this kind of things refer to comitment..how can u carry or accept the responsibilities. So i guess, am ready for that..kalau dah ade rezeki, insyaAllah.

There's a secret path I follow
To a place no one can find
Where I meet my perfect someone
I've kept hidden in my mind
Where my heart makes my decisions
'Till my dream becomes a vision
And the love I feel
Makes him real someday

This is a soundtrack actually.. comes from Ally McBeal.. tibe2 teringat plak..i love this song at once.

I'm home =) hehehe.. i just back yesterday. Jiwa meronta-ronta nak balik. Nasib baik abg pun bg green light. Sajer nak lepas rindu kt mak abah iwan iya n sibing (my cat) pulak. Hurmm.. umah tak siap lagi.. lambatnye siap!! Ahhh so wonderful to be at home.. cossy.. ermm enjoying moment at home that is wat i always do.. Never get bored here.. Sorry to darling sbb this is yr turn plak tgal sorang2 kt sane, if u read this, i gonna miss u abg!:-)
Last weekend was really packed.. hari Sabtu 19 May, aku dgn abg join satu seminar keusahawanan kat Hotel Heritage, Ipoh. Well.. yang bestnye kpd abg,En. Abdul Hafidz Bin Kamaruddin.. ini adalah kali pertama die menjejakkan kaki ke bandar Ipoh..hmm, tapi tak sempat nak ronda2 sbb time's it's too limit. Seminar tu anjuran PNS start 9 am - 5 pm. Banyak jgk yang kami dapat sepanjang hari tu, berkaitan dgn industri francais. Okla..not bad jgk laa sbb free je seminar tu..makan pun not bad jgk ;-) hehehe.. mesti abg senyum lebar kalau bc nie.. teringat la memori kami di sana. Balik jer sampai kul 8.30pm..trus di dinner tapi cari tmpt baik punyer sbb nak tgk final konsert AF5. Ye laa.. abg skrg ni dh demm AF. Asyik2 citer pasal AF..hmm, layan jelaa. Jgn mare abg:-) wassup..wassup..line clear... hehehe!!
Hari Ahad pulak, kami gi Shah Alam tgk Sara and Uya ade Hari Sukaneka. Kelakar btul budak2 kecik nie..dua2 rumah sukan kuning..hehe..same laa dgn mak tih nie. Yg uncle apiz die nie asyik sakat2 dorang jer..jd camera man ye. Nanti ble post gmbr cni ;-p Sukan tu abis kul 12pm so trus gi institut baitumal teman abg ade pameran kerjaya..tp tak byk pun booth die. Jd, tak brape best laa.. abg ajak balik. Tp sbb perut lapar kami melantak cake indulgence kt Secret Recipe n KFC. Trus bli tiket balik mrsg..
Hurmm, xtau lagi brape lame kt cni. To my rumates (mariam+yatie) if u guys read my blog.. i wanna tell u guys..i've missed both of u!!! Tak tau laa skrg nie asyik teringat kat membe2 lamer...dr sek ren..men..uitm pilah..uitm jengka..n lastly shah alam.. to ika n asba.. rindunyee kt korang semua!! Nina, my old fren kt sek men tg afzan kuantan dulu..she's a nurse now!! wow.. dah nak tunang 23rd of June nie..so i wish u all da best..semoga majlis tu bjalan dgn lancar.. dont ask me plak bile..InsyaAllah kalau ade rezeki yang murah..
Anyway.. i wakes up everyday wit a wish that my present day would be better than yesterday.. As a saying 'Yesterday is a HISTORY.. Today is a PRESENT.. Tomorrow is a GIFT.. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan kaum itu sendiri.. Jd, be yrself n always think positive way.

Hurmm.. i miss my home so much.. been 4 months away..since am cramp wif schedule.. cedihhhh.. tak pe laa.. sekali sekala made sum sacrifices.. save the best for last! nway gotta call fr mum n dad last evening... just keepin update of each other..i wanna go homeeee!!!

Whose's baby?? hehehe.. well last week i was going to sri muda, shah alam hmm steph's parents inlaw. So this is the first time i met her daughter, Jeziel 3 months alrealy..:-) so sweet..she's being so nice!! Cute!! Steph now being a mummy!! yay!! (^_^) well that's not a big deal being 23 years old and got a child.. i wish too..huhu!! A lot of exprience that we shared from them hehe.. honey, u've got listened from josh rite? ;-) hehehe.. So steph.. be a good mother yaa!! I've missed our time together. Hopefully there's a chance for us to meet again..
Okey.. for this entry..for better for worst... this is what am goin to say.. after years.. been keeping it for years then only now i realised of how much important one for me.... But sum people says.. "If luv the bird, let it fly... and so i will let it fly as it wish.."the future is yet is unknown.. and am so afraid to know that i would lost it..so it is better if i let it fly.. because i believe if it is mine it will always be mine..Let time tells it stories..

I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything
and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength,
happiness and sorrow,
for better, for worse, I will love you

always.. becos once i open my heart i wont close it..
but too bad i never let him to discover about tht..
am too scared.. am afraid of rejection.. am afraid of being misinterpret..
maybe it is best if i keep it away.. but i wont deny it with my heart.
Take care honey!!

Sudah lame tidak memanjakan jari tangan ni menitipkan sesuatu di sini. Kemalasan menguasai diri sejak akhir-akhir ini. Walaupun peluang sentiasa di depan mata sekarang namun masih malas untuk menulis. Nak di katakan tiada cerita..hmm banyak sangat bersarang di kepala.. cuma tak tau nak mulakan mcmmane kan..
I'm home..pelik ker? tak sebenarnye hanya ingin merehatkan diri..diri yang terlalu penat..selain itu, kononnye untuk mencari idea untuk urusan perniagaan nanie dan abg. hmm.. mungkin dapat selesailah perjuangan kami ini secepat yang boleh. Jauh betul perjalanan kami nie daripada bidang sains tibe2 menjinakkan diri ke bidang perniagaan. Tapi rasenye semua orang tau bidang perniagaan lebih banyak menjana pendapatan. Tapi tidaklah kami sia-siakan ape yang kami pelajari, kami tetap akan bekerja di dalam bidang sains..cuma perniagaan nie sbg sampingan sahaja. Hmm.. rumah masih lagi dalam pembinaan sudah 50% siap.. tak sabrnye nak pindah rumah baru hehehe..
Okielaa..chow dulu..tak tau nak tulis ape lagi.

I just come back to normal life.. yeah..i mean am now at kl and waiting for the next step. So..okie..i dont have any good story to tell here.. but i will going watching movie..perhaps.. hehehe..ghost rider??

I'm bloody bored now.. sitting in front of this pc almost 3 hours now and i just dont have proper mood to entry here. But i'm thinking.. i should do something. Abg still be a baby sitter of three kids out there ;-) i dont have an idea how sweet he is..huhuhu.. carry out the responsibilities like now..hopes he will be "ayah mithali" one day..Amin! :-) cant hardly wait to see him next week.
Oh ya.. my housemate, Mariam smsed me last nite and she told me she's already resign that job. In particular way, i think she's now choose the right option because i officially doesnt like her job (i dont want to tell what job she's joined before but it's sound like in investment field).. one of the reasons, she's probably more suitable to choose the job that yati had offered her once. Whatever is, hopefully she knows what is the best for herself.
As usual..after i woke up this morning, had my breakfast..abah bought me mihun goreng then finished the laundry stuff..started prepared for lunch..picked iwan at his school.hmm, now everything had changed, i mean the town so trafic..busy..soo iwan keeps his eyes more than myself when i'm driving..*wink ;-p u know like..

iwan: weh uni(called me 'uni' means 'sis'..slowlaa sket..banyak keta nie..
me: shut up!!

This thing always happened..;-| plez dont blame me if i drive fast because of i used to have that with my dad and my big bro..well they like to speed all the times..hahaha ;-) Someone asked me,"Apiz (my syg) drive laju tak?" hehehe..hmm, i just smiled. Well..he sometimes did the same also ;-P
Okie..i continue later..bye!

Hi guys.. today 14th February.. hmm guess what?? people says today is "love day".. Valentine Day.. Hmm but guys, i used to never for celebrating this stuff..so sorry to say this ya.. anyway, and alhamdulillah my syg (abg) do as same as my thought ;-) there's nothing to celebrate this Valentine.. and as a Muslim, i think everybody knows already rite..but it's depends on your own thoughts.. But to me, there are a lot's of another options for u to show your love.. hehehe but not in this Valentine :-P Sorry guys...(^_^)

"It might sound too good to be true, but things don't have to be hard in order to be worthwhile..." Yaa I wish so.. but things never stumble on ur feet that easy.. i've found this from one of my frens. I'm now at sweet home mersing.. yaa i dont know what to tell u but i'm happy with what i'm taking now. Anyway.. yesterday i met my old fren, uyul..we both in da same bus, hmm it's been almost 4 years we not keep in touch.. hahaha..cam adegan 'jejak kasih' plak smlm:-) abg sempat luangkan masa temankan nanie di pudu smlm..well recently we both not always meet as before because right now we have our own work and those things need to be settled in different ways. So insyaAllah after this Chinese New Year, everything will be normal again..rite honey..
Now the clock keeps ticking.. it is 2 in the morning.. and i cant help myself to lay down..mayb i got slept too much this afternoon. I'm looking back..and thinking of what i did before..what i did right..what i did wrong to myself..looking back and fwd.. try to search w'ther i had missing sumthing.. Ooouuhhh.. i keep on baring my head this lately with sumthing... try to make it.. and am trying to be as wise as i can..i dunno w'thr i deserve sumthing good in life.. but i believe tht Allah would always heard to our prayers... So all i need is to be strong and stand still.. regardless of what people would say.. all i want now (and it is for sure) is at least not to let them down... Seeing dad and mum smiling..
I want to share a lil' bit about my work experience being a sales woman. Hmm, it's quite tough u know when we just to start to promote the things we sell then people just ignored u and said " No! Thanks!" hurm.. at that time, i've no idea to express my feelings..That's not only that.. many new things that i've learned. How to communicate with all folks of people from makcik cleaner to CEO..from stall to 5 star restaurant..from a malay to a korean people.. from a kid to pakcik-80 years old.. therefore, i have to use different words to different people. Actually so far, these experiences already polished my commucation skills and also teached me how to interact with these people and it's working u know..hehehe. And one more when i got a chance to be a clinic nurse..The reason why i quit coz they didnt give me time to pray and even rest..so that i quit that job. After the last day i worked there, i've phoned abg and told him everything.. i didnt given any rest..cant pray neither..got bully with two staff there..So the conclusion we made up..just quit. Hmm.. at least i more familiar with a few names of drugs(ubat)..and also the price of every treatments ..huhu ;-p Okie.. honey, hopes u fine there..miss u like crazy.. So i guess till here..daa!!

Hahaha..so long time i've not been here.. macam2 yang telah berlaku tau.
nak citer all rasenye cam xcukup masa coz now i'm at cc. To tell u bout work experience so far it's not easy thing, but must have a gut to face it!! WORK.. WORKPLACE.. hmm it's hard for me even though it's takes a lil' bit time but naturally can makes me feels how lucky me then..jd sales woman.. jd nurse kat clinic hehehe.. very funny at times but i got a lot of experience.. the precious..the value ones..
Maybe abg and me will running bigger business in few coming months, so these experiences actually courage me to be more talented and optimistic. Ok..

Abg and me just went to lake titiwangsa and supposed everybody came to watch Eye on Malaysia which is located strategically at the edge on Titiwangsa Lake, Kuala Lumpur. It’s very similar to London Eye and has been unveiled in conjunction with Visit Malaysia Year 2007 on January 6, 2007 by Malaysian Prime Minister, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. Hurm..we both taken sum photo together that nite. The bloody ferris wheel not look like a real eye on Malaysia..it's seem to be just an eye on Titiwangsa..:-) i dont know laa.. so many people getting there!! that crowd of people almost made me impatient but as we reached there and spent a lil' bit time together it's became lovely.. sitting together beside the lake and staring the bloody ferris wheel hehehe..(^_^)

Sorry it's quite a long time am not blogging here.. actually last Saturday, abg got an accident. But alhamdulillah..it's not really bad. Abg cuma ade luka2 kt kaki kanan dan tangan kiri. Tapi kaki tu tak bleh nak bengkok so kena urut sbb bengkak. So rite now, he's getting to resign his work soon. Pasal sambung study hopes there's a chance for him..ini semua rezeki masing2kan..ok laa semoga honey cepat sembuh!

Thank God,Almighty am still alive.. we just waive a goodbye to 2006. How u feel that? Happy? Sad? humm, i felt nothing, the best word can i phrased my feeling "neutral".. neither happy nor sad. When i looking back there's a lot of bad things went to my life whether thin or thick it suffered me. There's also a lot of good things went to my life which makes me always laughed at times. Too much memories. I've learned more about myself..more determine of what actually i seeking in my life.At least i feel grateful of what i attain now..i can stand to make sure my down feeling become normal back..i can afford it. Never say 'am not good enough'..i hate this phrase!! I know that currently i still keep on maintaining my quality of life..my life path.Everyone know am a big gal now..not a kid anymore. So that i have to make a decision which can bring me in a good space someday. Like mom said, "life must goes on..the light is still on and the show still run... and this coming year of cos would promise a lot more excitement..all u have to do now..just prays" So i guess i should put more effort..to gain more. Yesterday, i spent time with abg, of course because he was off day. We went to klcc and midvalley to study the worklife, to see people work..to count on how much they need to hiring people in different fields. Okie, every day might not be good.. But there's sumthing gud in every day..=P

Our special day celebration is today :-)

Our 4th Anniversary..
Hopes that our loves never fade and always be colourful..
Amin.

There's no time to us to spend much time to go out but it just be enough to say we really enjoyed of what we've done today (^_^) even just a lil' bit moment (honey have to go work)but i cant forget it..i never forget it ;-)
This time..previous days, we struggled to make things to be clear..with all messy things..all i can say that i cant stand alone well if he's not around me..i cant live anymore without my wonderful parents and siblings..they gave me inspiration to face the messy things..Thanks everyone who walks in my life.

Bad news.. segamat gosh!!! bad flooded ;-( my kampung.. yang paling cian skali umah maksu. Teruk giler kena..even double storey but it's really scary!! dah paras dada..double storey dalam umah dah paras dada.. Ya Allah kami dapat news tu subuh2 semalam itupun makutih yang kol mommy 5.30 am. Mommy said, we all got nice slept but our kazen dah macam titanic kt sana. Unpredictable... tak penah banjir camni berlaku so everyone just speechless..
So today.. my abah ajak we all gi segamat u know abah anak sulong so his responsibility tu more laa die rasa..
okie.. hopefully nothing worst happened..got to go..bubbye!

*** my honey still working at klang..i'll meet u maybe on 25th key..

It’s been awhile.
a lot of things come and go, mostly feelings.
right about now these feelings are floating in my head as light as those fluffy feathers after a pillow fight.
there’s too many tunes playing in my mind as i tried to converse with the alter ego beside me and kick some sense into it,
but at the end of the day, i’d tell myself all over again,
the sick sad ending that you’ve thought you’ll have,
there’ll somehow be a silver lining on the road that takes time to reach.
enjoy life as positively as you can however the various format it’ll come.
most overused phrase in this small head of mine.
It’s already a few days till 2006 ends.
anyways,
as usual, i’m just thankful im still breathing and i have more that what i expected early in the year.

happy 2007!
Okie
nanie@peace

If you have LEFT ur DREAMs behind,
If HOPE is LOST, and If U NO Longer look AHEAD,
If ur AMBITIOUS fires are DEAD,
Then you are Old

But if FROM Life u take the BEST
And if IN Life u take the JEST
If LOVE u HOLD
No matter how the years go by,
No matter how birthdays fly,
YOU ARE NOT OLD!!..

That passage which I happened to come across put all clearly about AGE. A physical beauty remains in younger age, but as the years goes by we became older and yet the beauty is NO Longer remain. The Physical beauty is like a bottle of Coke. It turns stale with times. but Mind is like a bottle of Wine, the longer it been kept, the better it becomes.
And for me, I might ignore about AGE and just wanna concentrates on setting out OBJECTIVES and PLANNING of things to work out. It might takes sometimes, it might takes a long path, never mind as long as I can reach the top of the hills. If this is a test and it is my destiny, I never feeling despair of wat ever God gave me. It just because GOD wanna give sum reward and so I need to be more patient and I wont push myself into rush or else i might ended life in the detriment. I want to find my happiness.....(^_^)

Last thursday nite we all watched cinta movie..smgt giler nak tgk.Abis jer abg keja rabu tu kiteorg ke leisure damansara..tapi sia2 jer sbb rupe2 kt situ xde tayangan
movie cinta hehe kecian kami..rupe2nye tayangan perdana jer buat ctu. Then we changed to plan B..next day we watched at JJ Bukit Raja at midnite.

It is quite a simple movie, themed on 'LOVE', and hence the title CINTA (Malay translation of LOVE.. well, at least one of the few words to describe 'love' ..)


"Age does not diminish one's capacity for love or need for companionship. The marching of time has not been kind to Elyas (Dato’ Rahim Razali), a retired schoolteacher. But despite illness and age, Rubiah (Fatimah Abu Bakar), a compassionate and kind woman sees Elyas's dignity and spirit shining through. Can you recognise the face of it, even if you have no memory of it? Does love have to end in your advancing years?"


"Love really does happen when you least expect it. An unexpected meeting leads to an unexpected depth of feeling for Azlan (Eizlan Yusuff), a wealthy, eligible bachelor who runs a publishing empire. He meets Azura (Fasha Sandha), a strong and independant if opinionated book store assistant and romantically pursues Azura. But when she falls for him, is this girl from a simple background finally good enough for him?"


"Dyan (Nanu Baharudin) is a rich, successful architect but unlucky in love. Trapped in a love triangle, Dyan is protective of her younger brother Dhani (Que Haidar), a struggling artist who seems to lack ambition. Frustrated that her brother is wasting his talents, Dyan urges him to change his life. What sacrifices are you willing to make for the one you love?"


"Ignorance is bliss. Harris (Rashidi Ishak) who has built a thriving architect's firm with Dyan, seems to have it all- a beautiful wife Airin (Rita Rudaini), a beautiful daughter, a beautiful life. Until he wakes up one day to find out that his perfect life is but an illusion. Does he fight for her to stay, or does true love mean letting go of the one you love the most?"


"Arianna (Sharifah Amani) is a young girl who is literally looking for love in the wrong places in the city with the help of a kind stranger, Taufiq (Pierre Andre), a young journalist with a struggling tabloid. By depending on the kindness of strangers, does Arianna find the love that she desperately seeks or does she finally sees the one that truly loves her?"

Overall..okayla. Abg said this story just a plain movie..
I asked him what he got..what's da moral of da story.. he said, love need patience.. love need communication.. and then i continued him.. love need trust.. love need each other to be understand every part of life.. then he gave me a big meaning smiled..

I'm back.. rindu...i miss blogging!!! Byk yang dah berlaku... i still teman abg di shah alam.. he's work while am doing our tshirt business...do some new designs. To face obstacles need a brave spiritual.. motivation.. need patience.. sacrifices..
I wakes up everyday wit a wish that my present day would be better than yesterday.. As a saying 'Yesterday is a HISTORY.. Today is a PRESENT.. Tomorrow is a GIFT..' Ouchh.. Im really in a bad time.. suffering fr a terrible backache lateLy.. maybe due to the hectic hours i had.. lacking of rest time.. Maybe sum people might see im smiling thou they never knew wats the burden inside me.. Yeah..of cos i still could laugh a lot.. still being a cerry-merry-gal like before.. Hah but my Life isnt so easy as wat they see.. it is like a gold fish in the aquarium.. it looks happily swimming (and they even popped smily face when i fed them..) Actually wat people see never resemble wat exactly my Life is.. though i never regret for being myself.. a deep thankfulness wish to GOD.. for all the precious moment i had along my life so that i could be who i am today..
As i would select apart of the Joey Mcintyre's song which also was my fav song before....

I think that you could be Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize All the dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid If you got something to say
Just open up your heart And let it show the way
Don't you ever wish You were someone else
You were meant to be The way you are exactly
Don't you ever say You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself You're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same Cuz there's nothing about you I would change
Believe in yourself Reach down inside
The love you find Will set you free
Believe in yourself You will come alive
Have faith in what you do You'll make it through

"When you learn to love yourself You're better off by far.." Yeah, no one would ever hurt themself..and i suppose to believe in myself..to have faith in mylife.. that's wat i should.. and May god show me the rigthous path along the way of my journey towards and only creator Allah swt.. -Amin-

P/s: I've already watched Cinta and Cicakman with him (^_^) so i'll tell here later..

Today all my family getting here Shah Alam.. school holidays..but not me!! am still have one paper this sunday!!! Ouchh...:-( kecian btul.. tp i still can join them jalan2 kl hehehe..(^_^)
Am not telling u that i actually really really ready to sit this paper so that's why am getting worried.. padan muka!!! Tonite plak we all nak tgk teater kt Istana Budaya.. theater musical Pi Mai Pi Mai Tang Tu.. ni sumer sbb my aunty works there..so dapat slalu tiket free. Ingat nak ajak abg (my syg) skali join.. he's now pun tgh lepak kl..tp we only get 6 seats.. probably next time i'll ask him. Citer pasal abg.. hmm abg dah merdeka skrg.. and doa byk2 supaya abg dapt sambung ******** in shah alam with me..Amin!!
Paper yg akn diambil Ahad nie paper Quality & Assurance in Food Tech. So i'll stay up tonite nampaknyer.. This morning we all gi Seramic World kt Selayang..hmm overall not bad laa.. tercapailah hasrat abah tadi..sbb dah lamer sgt mengidam nak ke sana almaklumlah..rumah baru kiteorang akn dibina just in two weeks huhuhu..tak sabarnyeee..
After paper nie on 26th.. maybe i trus balik mersing.. tapi abg ajak keja samer2 kt klang. Well we not have well confem yet..under discussion. Next time i'll will post here our photo motor cycle hehehe..okie..selamat bercuti semua!!!!

8/11/2006
Today I have got my human and food nutrition paper.. so far it was killing me!! killer paper subject u know!! Hmm.. so teribble :-( abg hantar and picked me back by motorcycle. Nampak muka abg jer after abis paper tu..rasa lega skit. Abg datang Shah Alam and temankan aku di sini sampai next paper die on 23rd of Nov.

9/11/2006-14/11/2006
Spared time with him around Shah Alam,Klang, and K.Lumpur.. biaselaa.. makan2..jalan2.. tapi yang tak dapat dilupekan mase kt KLCC.. my favorite brooch terhilang (^_^) seday sangat!! ;'( tapi nak buat camane kan...

15/11/2006
I stay at my sis place now..kena jaga budak 2 org tu sara and uya sbb akak ade dinner funtion tonite..
i've missed him..(=_=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8_aS5RJ5LA

U know this petronas raya advertisement makes me feel "semacam" because that woman also called 'nanie'.. berbulu jer rase hehehe.. everybody in my family said u be watch out!! aisey.. please laa i'm not that type of lady laaa.. to abg pun.. asyik perli.."syg, jangan lupe pakai lampin tau..!!!" but this stuff remains sumting important in comings years.. remember guys, we have to look after our parents as what they do a lot of sacrifices for us.. a lot of things just wanna look their children to be someone.. to be somebody in future!! love them...take care of them..until the end of time!!

Okey.. i have to start packing my things ;-) we will travel to segamat at 2.00pm. Ye Yeh.....balik kampung!! So pity... baru nak balik kampung huhu:-P

Hari ini hari raye kedua. Kemeriahan hari ni kurang menyerlah dibandingkan denan hari semalam. tadi lebih kuran kul 2.00 thghari akak and family bertolak pulan ke Tanjung Tualang, Perak umah mak mertuanyer pulak. Hurm..so umah nie automatik menjadi sepi tanpa suara sarah and uya lagi.. anak-anak sedare nanie. Agenda hari nie hanye melayan tetamu-tetamu yang datang. Esok hari baru kami semua bertolak ke segamat kampung belah abah.
Zaman dahulu time2 raye nie memang sangat2 ditunggu oleh nanie. That time arwah atuk and atuk mak masih ade lagi. Semua family abah mesti balik sebelum 1 Syawal lagi. Kiteorg (my family) mesti bertolak petang malam raya tu.. so bile sampai ajer.. family pak ngah, family pak utih, maksu.. pakcik dah ade cuma basically family pak uda mesti sampai last daripada kiteorg huhu:-P Abah anak sulung so as usual mak mesti jadi orang kuat @ tulang belakang menyediakan juadah di pagi raya.
Kenangan itu semua tetap menjadi ingatan nanie sampai bila2. Kenangan yang terindah.. sekarang semua itu dah berbeza.. keadaan dah berbeza.. sejak 3 tahun yang lepas kami sekeluarga akan beraya di rumah dulu.. almaklumlaa abah cakap kiteorang dah ade keluarga yang besar.. mom dan abah dah ade menantu dan cucu.. So betul juga kan.. Kalau belah mom plak.. kat seputeh,batu gajah, perak.. memang dah lamer atuk and nenek meninggal since nanie umur 4 tahun lagi. Cuma kadang-kadang kiteorang balik jugak perak bila ade gathering family adik beradik mom. Next year insyaallah we all akan beraya di rumah baru.. tak sabar rasanyer.. abah plan nak ajak semua adik beradik abah buat gathering di sini..:-)
About him.. abg hari nie bertolak pulang ke klang pulak kampung belah ayah. Semoga abg sekeluarga selamat dalam perjalanan. Nanie tak sabar jugak nak jumpe sedara2 esok hari di segamat.. rindu semua orang..
About me.. risau laa final paper start 30th nie.. tapi study cam tak study jer. Nanie akan kembali ke shah alam on 27th nie ikut abg fizi. Okey lah.. da~~

Selamat Hari Raya

Ramadhan comes and goes, and Syawal is just right at the corner.Time really flies,hope all of us have a barkah Ramadhan.Will make it to the fullest,though the feelings, the same feelings of "sayu", each and everytime with Syawal comes, remains... sambil mendoakan agar pada yang telah pergi digolongkan di antara orang2 yang beriman.
May you guys have a blissful Lebaran.

For all my frens, I'll pray hard & continue to hope that our relationship would be a smooth one. Even so, i pray that we'll go thru every thick & thin, shits & swits together.

And to you, whom i had caused a lot of anger & hurt, i seek ur forgiveness everynow & then for all the things that i did & the words that i've said. I know this 4 years had not been an easy one for us.

Tomorrow is Hari Raya.. :-) ouchh.. i just came back sweet home. Nanie balik dgn akak semalam. We sampai kul 8.30pm. Well masa tu abg fizi pun dah tiba dulu.. memang best!!!
Kelmarin dan semalam nanie sempat jumpe dgn abg. Abg akan pulang beraya ke melaka ari ni. There's many things happened recently..even the things that unexpectedly ruined my life..:-( but that things already been settled.. ye ker dah settle?? hopes soo.... hidup ini kalau tak dihias dgn cabaran tak seronot laa.. seperti menjadi rencah dalam masakan.. tapi kite kena kuat bertahan dengan segala dugaan dan ujian tu.. kalau kite lemah abislaa.. kita akan tewas..dan segalanya menjadi sia2 belaka.. Nanie pelik jugak kenapalaa mesti ade saja yang menguji both us. Matang laa.. harap menjadi matang...
This is cake we craving soo much..hehehe indulgence from secret recipies.. and bought.


Hurm.. nanie punyer persiapan hari raye quite simple.. this year.. nanie n abg shopping baju raye warma turqoise..
I've missed yatie soo much!!! what u do now...
Okey.. abg just sms me.. dah siap rebus ketupat...:-P
I'll continue then..

Happy birthday to my honey..Abdul Hafidz bin Kamaruddin:-)
I already wish u*secret* just now.. hopes everthing will be fine.. coz i really need u..very very much.. Luv u soo much!!! mmuahh:-*

Today is my sista 28th birthday.. so I wish u find yr happiness and happy family. Well.. There’s a lot things to share here.

1st happy Ramadhan to all Muslim over the world especially to my family.. relatives.. friends.. and my syg.

2nd went cinema watched (Heart, My super X-girlfriend, Devil wears Prada)
Well this happened last weekend.. I went with my housemates just because to release tension I guess.. all movies without him..wow!! Last weekend he have to help pak jang who already shift to Kuantan (somewhere in Indera Mahkota) so abg bwk all his housemate gotong-royong angkat barang n kemas rumah tu.. siannyer.. takpelaa amal jariah rite dear..
And me pulak.. that day, pagi ade modul kat uitm dr kul 8.30-5.00ptg.. so bored! Hmm..mase tgk citer heart tu time besday ika..so kirenye nie one of her celebration day laa tgk movie. Basically citer heart nie sedih sangat! Even orang kata citer nie biase sajer..but for me there’s one thing that u cant deny that love need patience..love need sacrifices.. Abg pulak ckp die sedih sbb tak dapat join tgk movie tu..and die tak sabar nk dgr kisah tu from me..*sabar ye* and I love listening to it’s OST- it’s killer song..

“Di sini kau dan aku terbiasa bersama..
Menjalani kasih sayang..
bahagia kudenganmu..
Pernahkah kau menyintai hari yang paling indah..
Kuukir nama kita berdua..
di sini syurga kita..”

Citer seterusnyer my super ex-girlfriend.. citer nie mula2 mcm superman laa pulak..tapi citer nie motif byk pasal cinta..dan banyak adegan mengarut laa.. next Devil wears Prada.. hmm this all about hantu fashion.. and oklaa..not bad laa.

3rd My tonnes of assignments.. well last day i had presentation about food science and technology.. well to be exact this more like public speaking.. you have to talk in front of 150 students just about 7 minutes. Huh.. i've done it!! Yahoo.. tak tau laa ape yang nanie merepek kat depan tapi i try to tell them about raw food is better than cooked food.. ini bukan sajer2 ckp kosong kat depan..tapi must have evidence due to discovery scientific method.. it's means ..this topic actually dah di proove kan by one scientist just before.. Next i have grouping assignment for writing reports and also for Quality subject :-] *tired*

4th I have five tests in this couple weeks!! Ohh.. soo terrible :-(

So okay laa i break here.. well i've miss him soo much!!! Selamat berpuasa semua:-) hehehe...

I felt too glad during my convocation day when abah and mom came and also my syg ;-) actually this was a lil' bit surprised to me coz actually he didn't mentioned me to be there. "Syg.. abg ade klas ari tu kan..sorry yer.." that what he said before. Tibe2 jer.. he came..hehehe! Hmm.. nak cakap byk2 dah takde masa.. actually am in library doing my assignment so i cant take much any longer time bubbling here. I'll try to find another day to tell the whole story on my graduation day... luv u all very very much!!! mmmuahh!!! :-*
Here sbhgn gmbr..i'll paste here another photos;-) *wink*

Tomorrow morning i have to go back shah alam..uwaa!! i really really dont want to go.. but the time has comes ;-( my work still not well done.. Somebody asked me why soo early back to shah alam?? hurmm.. actually nak ckp cmner yer..hati nie pun malas nak balik awal2 nie tp on saturday morning tu kena amik jubah utk konvo yg akan berlangsung ari isnin 11th Sept nie. So nak tak nak kenalaa balik awal. Citer pasal konvo nie..sedaylaa sbb tak dapat konvo samer2 abg..Tp xpelaa insyaAllah ijazah nanti kan abg;-) Hari tu masa balik mersing tiket dr kl dah abis..so terpakselaa blik ikut abg ke jb dulu..dah laa dapat tiket kul 12 am. Kami sampai skudai kul 4.30am.. then dalam kul 5 am lebih trus shoot ke mersing.. yang touching tu abg bg nanie drive tu.. bkn sbb ape..drive keta ayah!! waja ayah tu.. wah..wah..wah.. takut beb!! tapi sbb abg suruh jgk so bwk jer laa..risau laa keta ayah kan.. ingat bwk kenari ibu..tapi best gak bwk jalan jb-mersing adventure tau..speed jer laa. So smpi mrsing kul 7.30am.. tgk kt umah xde saper..sah sah mom abah xbalik jogging lagi. Abg suruh kol mom.. then abah ajak breakfast kt luar.. around 11am abg blik skudai semula sbb ayah nak guna kereta..:-P so that's what happened during i came back sweet home..
Okeylaa..i have to start packing my things.. i have to go now.. after this i will tell here about my graduation day ;-P hopes all people that i love will be there.

Tomorrow morning i have to go back shah alam..uwaa!! i really really dont want to go.. but the time has comes ;-( my work still not well done.. Somebody asked me why soo early back to shah alam?? hurmm.. actually nak ckp cmner yer..hati nie pun malas nak balik awal2 nie tp on saturday morning tu kena amik jubah utk konvo yg akan berlangsung ari isnin 11th Sept nie. So nak tak nak kenalaa balik awal. Citer pasal konvo nie..sedaylaa sbb tak dapat konvo samer2 abg..Tp xpelaa insyaAllah ijazah nanti kan abg;-) Hari tu masa balik mersing tiket dr kl dah abis..so terpakselaa blik ikut abg ke jb dulu..dah laa dapat tiket kul 12 am. Kami sampai skudai kul 4.30am.. then dalam kul 5 am lebih trus shoot ke mersing.. yang touching tu abg bg nanie drive tu.. bkn sbb ape..drive keta ayah!! waja ayah tu.. wah..wah..wah.. takut beb!! tapi sbb abg suruh jgk so bwk jer laa..risau laa keta ayah kan.. ingat bwk kenari ibu..tapi best gak bwk jalan jb-mersing adventure tau..speed jer laa. So smpi mrsing kul 7.30am.. tgk kt umah xde saper..sah sah mom abah xbalik jogging lagi. Abg suruh kol mom.. then abah ajak breakfast kt luar.. around 11am abg blik skudai semula sbb ayah nak guna kereta..:-P so that's what happened during i came back sweet home..
Okeylaa..i have to start packing my things.. i have to go now.. after this i will tell here about my graduation day ;-P hopes all people that i love will be there.

This is some of photos which had been taken by amad (azhani's) on stephanie's wedding ;-P well..who's next hehehe...

we can see a splash of cheerish comes from this wedding day.. bkn sajer seronot tgk steph kawin tapi..jumpe semula dgn ajai,azhani,and amad..

congrulats steph and josh... sorry tak dapt hadir kt mersing coz ade perkara yang xdpt dielakkan.. at least we came kt subang nie..

wah..bestnyer..time potong cake..

see.. sukenyer dpt mkn ice cream ;-)

beside me on the right ya..that's hasba my housemate..kena pakse dtg jgk..actually ade juga ika..and ros!!:-)

darling..why u soo happy??

ehmm.. sepatutnyer foong dtg..tp kena keje..cian die.. so inilah yang ade!!

ohh.. i cant believe u be a wife now...hehehe..

Hari ni tgk majlis persandingan ct and datuk k ;-) hurm that's it!! i could not say anything..freeze!! oklah..hopes she (ct) will find her happiness with her dream lover ones. Tapi geram betullah sbb hari ni jugak nanie terlepas nak tgk prison break ;-( seday sgt!! camner ntah terlupa nak bukak..that's one of my fav siries movie show. Last weekend, on saturday am going kl with hasba. Kiteorang pegi without planning pun. Sebnrnye nak beli tiket ke jengka rabu ni. Kedatangan nanie ke jengka tu bukan semata2 nak menyambut hari kemerdekaan dgn abg hehe..kelakar jer.. tapi sbnrnye ade hal lain jugak.. berkaitan dgn urusan business nanie. So tu yang nanie turun jengka.. masa FESKEM kat uitm jengka, insyaAllah abg akn bukak gerai.. so i can help him also.
Actually, mom and abah ade kat umah akak sekarang (sek13). They come here coz wanna visit my niece (abg fizi's daughter) which will be having an operation tomorrow morning at hospital serdang. Sbb aper.. i cant tell here.. tapi harap2 semuanya selamat esok. nanie akan pegi tgk jugak hannah.. after class pg esok mom akn pick nanie at uitm. Esok pagi ade test nutrition..so tak boleh nk ponteng hehehe... Dinner tadi nanie masak tomyam campur.. tibe2 teringin nak makan. tapi tak sedar diri ade gastrik..
Okeylaa.. time to study :-) tak sabar nak jumpa family esok pagi!!

Haii.. nanie kembali dengan cerita yang panjang. Dont ask me why am taking a long time to be here. Banyak perkara yang telah nanie lalui. Banyak perkara juga yang nanie pelajari. Nak diceritakan terlalu banyak pihak yang akan persoalkan.. jadi selama ini nanie mengambil keputusan hanya berdiam diri. Bak seperti lagu pengantin baru kite, Ct "Biarlah Rahsia" .. tapi sampai bile tu??
Sekarang nie kul 12.30 am.. my eyes dah half shut!! sabar ye.. Tadi ptg abg baru balik jengka dgn motor. Frankly speaking, nanie mmg tak berapa setuju dgn tindakan abg bawa motor. Tapi pasal aritu tak dapat tiket.. jd nanie tak boleh nak kata ape2. Sbb kedatangan abg kali ni bukan hanya nak jumpe nanie tapi there's sumting more important to settle down. U know.. running our business it's not easy like what people might thought. Mcm2 jenis client yang kiteorang berurusan.. mcm2 jenis kilang yang kiteorang kena laa.. mcm2 ada.. nak explain kat cni susah sket. Tapi tanggungjwb tu kami kena pikul sampai abis.
nanie kt cni nak ucap time kasih byk2 kat abg syg.. kalau tiada usaha dan semangat abg tu turun cni seminggu nie hanye nak uruskan business kami..i dunnolaa nak cakap sbb susah kalau nanie sorang tanggung, so am really proud of you. And without you my life it's so empty.. tak sekuat hari ni. Sumtimes, abg pun tibe2 msg nanie bgtau die dah xlarat dgn mcm2 dugaan yang dtg dlm business kami, but then nanie try give him back spirit and confidence..
Hmm.. dalam minggu ini jugak ade tragedi yang berlaku, my helmet kena curi..seday!! This happened at klang while both of us seronott lepak kat secret recipies.. tu laa sbnrnyer ingat nak take away jer cake..tibe2 nanie teragak nk mkn 'cake choc fudge' and abg pulak 'american brownie' hehe..then sampai jer enterance that shop, abg trus ajak duduk mkn kt ctu. Abis jer makan kiteorang looked at outside my helmet already gone;-( Aper nak buat.. after that trus cari helmet baru kat shah alam. i be slumber naik motor tanpa helmet dah laa tu ikut federal highway pulak tuh.. memang tak dapat lupa laa..orang kiri kanan tengok nanie tak pakai helmet semacam jer hahaha... Haritu jugak kiteorang bermalam kat umah akak sbb dah terlalu penat and we all exicited sgt bincng pasal joining business akak..business aper..hmm..business baru;-)
Ape2pun dalam seminggu nie nanie rasa happy sgt maybe sbb abg dekat dgn nanie.. pegi klas dgn abg and balik abg tunggu so rasa lain.. sbb before this nanie kena lalui everything sorang2..memang rase tertekan sgt. Thanks dear!
Pasal study pulak.. bertambah byk.. i'll have 3 presentation after midterm. So kena keje lebih masa laa after this nanie!!

Nanie telah tinggalkan blog nie hampir dua minggu yer.. that's so long time! Okeylaa.. that's also can proove that i'm really in a pack time.. either i can slept nicely or spend time to eat properly.. i just cant do it!! uwaaa... so now actually inside library for doing my assignment and luckily i've done it already and at fisrt i thought it will takes a few more minutes hehehe.. so nanie minggu nie sibuk sebab banyak benda kena buat.

@ i have 2 test this week..human nutrition and food microbiology.
@ a few assignments about i. quality> analyze the man of quality of the world > Juran, Crosby, Ishikawa, Deming, Swelterwart...do you familiar with these man?? ;-P they were special person who seriously contributed with some rules of quality control system whereby u can see it still been used until now! ii. lab report> 4 lab reports for food microb subject which i've to find those illustrations in a several tonnes of books at library ;-(
@ at same time, we (my housemates) actually spend our sparring time to decorate our house since 2 last day (well..tibe2 kwn dtg bt assignment kt umah hehe..so nak cantikkan rumahlaa)
@ this week i start to do notes on some subjects especially human nutrition.

Last weekend i did not come to wedding steph in Mersing sbb ade test and that day jugak settlekan ptptn and business stuff. We just met and so far we just spent a lil bit time at midvalley before he droped me at klcc to join with my brother and sis inlaw. So we (abg & me) decide nak gi majlis yang berlangsung kat dewan 3k Subang on Friday nite. Nanie nak ajak jugakla housemates (hasba&ika) join me tonite. Haritu dah bli sumting for them dgn ika..n hopes they'll love it. And actually in previous weeks, i'm not really enjoy exactly in stead of problems that i have..and basically i cant chew everything here..am not telling u the truth but, there's a thing is burning inside my heart now..tension!!! hopes "it" will be gone as soon as possible.. my head feels to be crack too..haih so damn!! Okey.. tonite we'll be at step's wedding insyaAllah..

I spent a sweet moment last weekend..so last weekend was abg turn to visit me.. and my parents also be here ;-) very very happy weekend. Abg bertolak dari jengka ari jumaat as asual pas abis klas ptg tu.. and stayed kat abg yus's place at Klang. We met on Saturday and me already arranged everything supaya semuanye berjalan dgn lancar without any spoiled!! We were going to JJusco Klang.. layan movie "Lady Water". Hurm very abstract ones, well at first i thought it's a horror kind of movie but sbnrnye tak. Mengisahkan dewa laut nak balik ke tempat asal but dalam masa tu kena mintak pertolongan dari beberapa orang supaya dapat sempurnakan hajatnye ;-P abg tak habis2 ckp citer tu kelakar..hmm.. oklaa.. memanglaa ade some part yang kelakar..kalau tak mesti tak best!!! hehehe.. then we had some tea time kat Secret Recipe,enjoy a slice choc cake then moved to window shopping activity ;-) tp at last shopping jugak..aisey;-P both of us bli kasut hehehe.. kelakar!! tu kire save laa sbb just only shoes. kalau tak abis laa kiteorg shopping sakan almaklumlaa mega sale(^_^).. eii..nasib baik both of us dah pandai nak save2 nie..in stead of abg br bli motor..our 1st transport;-)Insyaallah akan datang bertambah lagi our 2nd transport kalau betul2 ikut our budgetlaa..sooner i'll drive our car..insyaallah! So memang skrang nie perbelanjaan memang dah dititikberat..once u nak bli sumting sumer kena rekodkan..it's not easy way u know. Ok back to my story..
We had our dinner at padang jawa. Sbnrnye tempat nie famous dgn seafood and tom yam.. jd nanie and abg pilih ikan kerapu masak sweet sour, kangkung belacan, tomyam campur..hurm abis licin kiteorang ratah ikan tu hehehe.. best sgt!! dah laa tu layan AF konsert skali kat situ sampai abis baru kiteorg chow.. Abg then antar nanie balik my rumah sewa.
Next morning plak my parents datang picked me and we all gi shopping lagi... but this time tak bleh cakap ape2 laa.. sbb dgn parents so bleh laa nak bli aper2 yg nanie nak..hehehe. Sempat tunjuk kat mom kasut yg bli smlm dgn abg. Then mom said, "haih.. what to happen with u guys.. pengsan camni every weekend sorang dtg cni laa..sana laa.." then nanie cakap only this semester jer..kena berkorban.. tapi not laa setiap minggu mom.. next sem insyaAllah abg kat cnie..Nasib mom and abah paham situasi kami.
One thing, my best fren,Steph will getting married ;-) on 5th of August nie!! Tp cam tak dapat nak datang jer.. abg n nanie masing2 ade hal penting.. But abg kata tadi die ade plan..hurm..hopefully ade jalan penyelesaian.. Aper yer nak bagi present kat die and her future husband ;-P

23rd of July was my birthday ;-P Hurm.. i really have missed my blog!! So here we go.. Sbb dah 2 kali weekend abg visit me at shah alam..jadi nyee this week going my turn laa turun jengka hahaha.. seperti kata abg.. it's being not fairlaa asyik abg gi jenguk syg.." ;-) so i kept that promise to jengka..and plus to celebrate my birthday.. but he actually didnt remind me anything about celebrating it so curiously in my mind.. does he remember my birthday i just wonder. On Friday nite nanie sampai temerloh and abg picked me. Stayed 2 nite at cokma and da gang's place. Then on Saturday morning he asked me to going Kuantan.. well dah jumpe die so everything abg of course dah arrange nak ke mana2 then i just follow. We tak sempat layan movie at megamall..so just window shopping jer. I took this opportunity and asked him.."abg, esok ari aper ek?" then he just feel nothing and suddenly smiled and answered me " Ahad laa syg!". I felt a bit sad..but then he whispered closed to my right ear and said " your birthday dear..mestilaa ingat!" hehehe..
The next day.. before i went back shah alam he gave me sumting.. so sweet!! Thanks abg..
About my study pulak..
I dont know how to describe my feeling with new subjects and to adapt new course. But so far..overall.. i can handle it. Believing that i dont have any notes yet.. but nanie tgh btul2 struggle pinjam dgn GG,my old friend. Actually this course really interesting ;-P ari2 cakap pasal makan.. seroonoottt!!! So people around me..kire2nye nak pointing especially my housemates..ika and hasba.. they always argue with me about food lately nie!! geraaammm sgt!! hehehe almaklumlaa blajar pasal nutrition facts and so on.. tapi best gak kenakan dorang ;-P
Ni sbnrnye ade assignment about quality in terms of food industry.. i just finished it..alhamdulillah.. nak submit ptg nie..pg nie baru nak buat.. ade ker patut?? no.. yg sbnr benarnye.. yesterday dah cr information kat internet..but tak cukup masa nak menaip last nite (^_^) *reasonlaa tuh..
Okies.. thanks to all my frens yang still remember my birthday.. thanks soo much!! Mmuahh!!

It's been a while i stop blogging ;-P well am quite busy previous days complete my registration day and my new subject!! Aih damn... soo tired! my life..sucked!! tension... my head gonna started crack seriously. But i still try to maintain.. body and soul hehehe..
Actually even though the dateline of registration for new subject is coming just for next week but we still cant solve the problem which come out last moment yesterday!! Our schedule is already done but now they seem look like they actually clash with others subject.. yay!! so badly.. hurm..just now i went shopping with ida,hasba and ika.. well..well.. i had bought some new blouses, tudung and brooch ;-) i try to find a bag for kuliah..but u know me..a bit fussy and the time was very short. Maybe i will try again tomorrow with abg plak since he is now on the way to kl visit me here..oppss okaylaa..i got to go now..ini pun curi2 masa kat lab comp huhuhu.. i'll continue soon.

Today i go shah alam.. and i wonder when will i do write again here!! okies.. until everything clear then i shall be here (^_^)

At last France's winning goal came when Thierry Henry went to ground under a Ricardo Carvalho challenge after 33 minutes and Zidane struck his spot-kick low to Ricardo's right.Zinedine Zidane will finish his career on the greatest stage of all after his first-half penalty proved enough to take France past Portugal.

Today i have to start for packing my stuff!! malas sey!! erm.. tibe2 terpikir nak shopping plak (^_^) yay!! hari nie sbb boring then terjumpe satu website nie and terpikir nak bli handbag ;-) well..well i was looking for a white handbag tp mayb a bit fussy then i could not buy yet. i know there are many white handbags out there but yet still didnt catch my attention.. fussy rite? they were none my taste. So today i found these and i'll finding them when i have ready hehehe.. is it look nice??
or i prefer this one ;-p


I know sumtimes what we plan didnt come exactly what we want to. Life is full of surprises!! U dont have an idea of that. What u see not what u will get (^_^) But i'll never stop to make any decision.. we have right to choose anything we like, rite guys.. Somhow try to accept everything which has come to your life!! never regret of anything because Allah create already the best story of our life.. u just have to feel that..touch it concernly..

Soo happy coz abg datang umah and stayed two nite. Hm. supposely abg naik bus kul 6 pm dari pudu, tapi disebabkan nak settlekan our business dah terlewat. At last abg amik bus pukul 11 pm dan sampai mersing pukul 4.45 am.. so my mom and i pick abg at bus station. Dari jauh dah nampak abg heret beg besar yang abg bli kt langkawi masa short course dulu..fuyoo bapak besarnyer!! hehehe nasiblaa. Paginya mom dan abah gi segamat sbb ade urusan penting so tinggallah nanie, abg, iya, and iwan kt umah. Tapi sbb urusan tu habis cepat so mom dan abah balik awal so sempat laa antar iya balik hostel die (SBPI) then mak dan abah bwk abg mkn satay..hehe this place is not just famous tp memang sedap and fresh satay die and still 30 sen per cucuk..kan murah tu compared to other places especially kalau nak compare satay kajang jauh laa bezanyer kelazatannya ;-P oh yaa.. i got two gifts from him (^_^) ;-)

my favorite chocolate cadbury ;-) yummy!!!

a cute mickey mouse's t-shirt (^_^)thanks dear!!!

Skrg nie tgh pening dn rumah sewa, aisey tak best btul laa. Tapi aper ble buat, terpaksa laa duduk luar kan. Anything ari jumaat ni nanie dah kena survey umah yang akak dah cari tu..pastu kena kumpulkan dieorang sumer. Buat meeting sket hehe.. So okaylaa ni abg sempat pose masa before nak balik tadi ;-) (^_^)

haih.. senyum ker england abg kalah hehehe.. xpe laa seri laa kite brazil pun kalah hahaha.. abah skrang nak sokong german menang.. mom pun german.. iwan and abg sokong france pulak yer.. me??? hehehe..(^_^)

Thanks so much to fizi my fren coz settlekan prob me+abg for our business.. fuhh!! soo happy and grateful!! kalau tak.. mmg penatlah nak pikir camner laa nak settlekannyer.. Hm skrg nie abg ckp dah bleh tido nyenyak ;-) actually not 100% laa.. tapi at least dah boleh tarik nafas lega.. alhamdulillah! sumting that had caught my attention.. bout nasib!! fate!! all people around us have different type of life, journey, hopes..and everything it's just not same to each other. Hmm nasib seseorang tu tak samer kan.. life have been turn ups and downs.. so do i! Hmm camner nasib brazil and france plak yer ;-) hehehe tibe2 citer pasal bola (^_^) just wait n see laa who's da champion of this world cup 2006.. abg target final nie german vs brazil hurm??? me?? i just hope brazil tak buat sebarang embrassment laa tak masuk final memang memalukan!! ;-P but i still worry... tahun 1998 hurmm remember tak??? france dgn brazil 3-0.. by da way.. tunggu sajer laa penantian ini. England sorry laa am not interested laa hehehe...tonite german vs argentina

Erm.. it's been a few days am not bloging. Actually i just came back from shah alam my sis's. Before that visited my niece ( my bro's daughter) in hospital serdang. Cian hannah..;-( well, byk sbnrnyer yang dah berlaku since previous days nie. Alang-alang dah ade kat shah alam.. i took this chance to figure out my problem at uitm shah alam. Baru nanie tahu begitu mudah sekali jalan penyelesaiannya. Emm, betullah setiap masalah tu ade jalan penyelesaian cuma nak atau taknak jer rite.. A last my status had already corrected ;-) yes!! hehe.."tamat" my diploma!! dan yan paling penting bila dah settle pasal status tu, pihak uitm then bagi surt tawarn sambung degree hehe.. yahoo!! hurm.. i got food tech, alhamdulillah (^_^) registration day on 9/7 nie.. kelakar laa dapat jumpe semula classmate dulu. I got same course with diana (my ex-rumate) so it's not big deal laa.. bleh gi klas samer2 nanti. Cuma the prob now, kiteorg tak dapat penempatan kolej ;-( for this time ex-dip kena stay luar, so the best solution.. we cari rumah sewa area seksyen 2 and 7 sbb dekat sket kan. But i still hope that we have chance to stay at college. About abg, he's the most excited when i told him. What ever is i'll try my best for my degree..insyaAllah! Masa kat shah alam, before tau dapat uitm, nanie dah excited nak gi kutpm, bioperubatan.. hmm, abg plak encourage me a lot when met him at my sis's place. So now i have to refresh back my feeling..my thought.. *sigh*

Im out of mood today.. not only today but a few days ;-( Finally i burst into tears this evening.. I was driving actually but suddenly i feel sumthing warm oozed fr my eyes... i know i cant keep it any longer.. To be frank.. i try to conceal it since few days.. But it seems i was lying to myself.. Nope.. i wasnt actually.. i just wanted to prove tht I AM OK...huh! it's so hard for me to face tht i not like my frens who can go ipta for further their degree.. i was failed in upu application. But it's sound weird coz sum of them got cgpa below than me!! So finally i discovered from my lec (ketua prog) that actually i have problem on my manuscript!! it's saying that am not already qualified from uitm..my status tak tulis tamat!!! haih!!! damn!! so i try again and hopefully this time my prob can solve as soon as possible.
But by da way, i actually more interested to further at kutpm- biomedicine. I feel this course have a bright future..hmm..am still in dilemma! Abg said,"syg try smbyg istikarah bayk2 and doa selalu, whateva u choose i always beside u and support u..just think which one is the best for yr future darling." Emm.. susahnyer nanie nak buat pilihan.. i know abg harapkn sgt nanie dapat smbg blaja cepat and keje..i will try my best to make my good decision. Nanie jgk tak nak hampakan mak abah..despite of this, i really really confused!! Ya Allah, kuatkan semangat ku untuk terus berjuang ..berikan petunjuk kepadaku agar kudapat panduan untuk terus berjuang dan berjuang kerana Mu ya Allah!!

Fred shot one gol for brazil which made they won 2:0 with australia =) that's why i never regret to choose them hehe..their skill very superb!! they play football like they're dancing in da middle of da field!
About me
Nothing special.. seperti biasa menjalankan kewajipan as a daughter hehe.. cleaning house + masak lauk tghari..baru jer lepas fuhh!! for today nanie masak kari kepala ikan style mamak gitu yay me!! sayur campur carrot,corn,emm masuk skit cendawan and kobis hehe.. then grg sket ayam tau2 jelaa iwan bukan suka sgt makan ikan..haih :- geram seh!!..so sumer dah already prepared just waiting for them back home; iwan sekolah..mak and abah balik keje makan samer..
About abg
This morning ari yang ditunggu abg telah tiba at last =) kul 9.00am he had his paper final for da short cos sem. So hopefully everything comes out smoothly since u have already prepared enough for that insyaAllah..it could be tough well i dunno know.. just try your best darling!! am now waiting for your call dear..
I end here.

What do u think of this photo above? hmm..my holland's player with costa rica's player.. hurm they leading against the match 2:1 well it's good enough for giving a big smiling ;-D

Well done my team hehehe ;-P keep it up!!!
Argentina and Netherlands are both through to the last 16. The Ivory Coast just coul not get that equalizer that would have kept them in with a hope - even though it would have been faint - going into the last game.

The Dutch look to have a good side but so far they don't look to be a great one. But there is a long way to go.

As for the Ivory Coast that's twice they've gone behind by two goals in the first half. No team can affoird to give an oponent a two goal start at a World Cup. They are a nice team going forward but the defense is poor.

Man of the Match - Robin Van Persie. He scored one, had a part in the RVN goal, cleared a certain goal off the line, and generally contributed to the Dutch cause.

Today is abah's birthday ;-) hurm may Allah bless u always.. mmuahh! Actually nanie sempat antar sms jer kat abah this morning sbb he is not in here, he's out station at PJ. Tp abah akan pulang this midnite i guess. Last nite i slept at 4.45 am.. fuhh saje2 layan polland team tu pun abg ajak teman die.. mcmlaa duduk satu rumah. tapi main2 sms laa. About england smlm last2 minute baru nak sumbat goal haih tu nasib baik leading klau tak not worth jerk tgk but overall england got many chance to score almost seven times. Hurm Peter Crouch..

At last Rooney masuk jgk ganti Owen min ke-58 as i know Rooney actually be a reserve player for next match with sweden ;-) tu laa.. kena jgk turun huhu.. but at last england vs trinidad 2:0
Oh yaa.. tonite as usual my fav team akan beraksi hehe holland semestinye Netherland vs Ivory Coast. Hopefully they can beat Ivory habis habisan. This match will consider to qualify mara ke pusingan kedua. Hero2 holland like nistelrooy, robben, cocu dan lain2 menjadi harapan jurulatih Basten. So cant wait to watch =) emm abg cakap die dulu suka la holland skrang byk pemain baru.. whateva dear.. key..daa~

I m waiting for world cup match which that i'm not really consider with this team but it sumhow interested me to watch.. england vs trinidad&tobago. Everyone have noticed that england team is the most popular with their hansome2 players emm beckham, owen. gerrard.. but it's that their popularity makes them to be the most interested team?? well, u can judge yrself rite.. for me brazil is the one =) there is no doubt Brazil could be da champion. He is not only holding that title, but he has a very great..superb skills! So fabulous! Abg ;-) dont stare at me like that hehe.. (last world cup; england was his fav team..but now suddenly he choose chezch repub..) (^_^) well abg, u got yr serve ;-) just wait and see yaa!

Hm.. yesterday i felt down..really! There's sumting had broke my heart ;-( i'm hurt.. i still wondering what actually happened exactly?? i was told by him that i've told sumone that he was dead??? i assumed this issue has already spread out to some of my frens..ouchh!! what's life.. i really appreciated the precious moment that we shared even i knew he might think that i am at the another side. For u, nanie harap awak tak terperangkap dengan cerita2 yang nanie rasa awak sendiri boleh tentukan samada ia betul atau tidak. It is just awak mungkin keliru dgn semua ini tapi nanie tak pernah ade niat nak jatuhkan kawan sendiri..nauzubillah! Sorry la kalau sbb nanie awak berubah.. nanie tak penah lupe kawan2!

Sumting that caught my plain thought,
There is a cause for every effect, a reason for everything that happens.I might have a broken heart before.. or I might been betray by someone.. or cry for been left behind but I no longer fear of facing life... Not feeling wretched for things happen as it just a small obstacle towards my destiny. Since I believe there is a reason of what God destined for me. As simple as I think, If things doesnt goes this way before, I wont meet those people today.. and I wont be where I am today.. It's all counted as experience. The only thing I want now is doing my best at the moment, and letting the result take care of it self..

Each day I live..
I want to be a day to give
The best of me I'm only one but not alone..
My finest day is yet unknown I broke my heart..
Fought every gain..
To taste the sweet..
I face the pain..
I rise and fall..
Yet through it all this much remains..

To Allah i pray..

Grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change things I cannot accept,
And the wisdom to hide the bodies
of those people I had to wipe out today
because they ticked me off.
And i beg for Allah help me
Help me Allah..

The World Cup 2006 has just been started. Philipp Lahm scored the first goal of the World Cup from an wonderful kick in the 6th minute. Germany is leading against Costarica 4:1.Everyone in this world ot fever world cup haih.. (^_^) include me?? yes! am the one who are waiting this world cup. Sumone asked me.. nanie, sokong mane? hm.. of course i choose brazil hehe.. i know sum people may think that brazil team must disqualified from world cup ;-) well.. well.. it's free to choose which most team u like rite huhu. But i also choose holland for my 2nd favorite. Yesterday i quite disappointed laa..japan vs australia dont get me wrong yaa.. i just support asia team why not?? They scored all goals in the last eight minutes, when I had started to become a bit exciting..ouchh.. at last japan lose 1:3
Tonight Brazil are on, and with their talent and ability, one can only hope that Croatia does not embarass itself by conceeding too many goals..hehehe! Cant wait for it 3.00 am yaa...

Aloha.. how to start ya.. hmm nanie baru balik dr kerteh, trganu sbb antar rombongan my kazen abg Fariz getting married there. Well, majlis akad nikah berlangsung di masjid kerteh. I have been two days and we all stayed at Lodge Kerteh. Everything comes out smoothly..alhamdulillah. Okie ini sebahagian gmbr nanie and family.

Now i still get fever.. my mom too. My mom cakap die jangkit dr uya anak sedara nanie ;-) erm ntahlaa.. kuat plak virus si uya nie ek?? sumtimes ade masanyer kite tak boleh menyatakan isi hati kite keseluruhan di sini .. i know this is my place where can i brag anything..and where can i share my heart from my plain thought..but not all that i might feel that soo confidential things to chew here.
I think lately am being a bad friend..really.. i feel that am too selfish. I dunno laa.. i wanna be sumone that everyone can accept me as long as they need me..but somehow i just like what they might think. I really really sorry my friends..
What can i say here,

Tuhan itu Maha Adil, Maha Mendengar, Maha Menyayangi & Maha Pengampun. It's clearly stated today. No matter how we keep on making mistakes, forgetting our duties; The Almighty God will always give us chances to be a better person. And HE will always faith upon us.Oh God! I really don't know if i still have my faith of myself anymore to face the future life. Guide me Dear God, even i rarely gets what i want from YOU, but i always get what i need. And all i need is now a little serenity, patinece, guidance, heart & will power and Faith. May YOU always be by my side no matter what. Amin.

Malam tadi nanie demam dan badan berbintik2 gatal..i thought that i got chicken pox!! uhh... but sbnrnyer nanie baru tau that nanie allergic dgn crabs!! yay me.. cian seh.. my favorite ratah ketam goreng apetah lagi kalau BBQ.. ape boleh buat.. terpaksa laa kan... So that nanie tido awal jugaklaaa.. kul 8 pm sbb demam kan.. then my mom kejut sbb nanie tak dinner lagi, i checked my sms.. fuhh.. 3 sms from abg. The first one he said he went out wif pudin nak makan luar uitm arau.. so it's ok wif me.. nothing dude!! The second one.. he asked me buat ape..senyap ajer.. hmm this one pun nanie relax.. n terasa guilty sket sbb tak bgtau nanie demam n tido.. and the third one.. memang pelik seh! he said dont trust anything if a*** or **z**** cakap ape2..it's just abg tak suka fitnah2 nie.. so then nanie trus bals sms n asked him what's going on actually??? i know there's must be sumting that he hide from me.. so then he reply back my msg.. he explained to me that abg jumpa his classmate a gal (must be laa) for copy lab report.. ahaaa.. i've noted this case must be happened.. nanie relax and very cool dgn citer2 camni.. for me as long as abg tak timbulkan any problems wif our relationship so then i'll be ok.. i just assumed tht abg ade sbb tersendiri.. maybe to settle down his problem then br jumpe that gal.. i dunno laa.. benda tu nanie tak nampak.. abg pun dah terangkan everything.. nanie hanye trime shj.. doa itu semua adalah betul.. and if there's sumting he hide from me.. Allah Maha Mengetahui.. barulah nanie sedar.. hubungan jarak jauh nie betul2 menguji kami.. kepercayaan n kesetiaan.. After this.. kami akan sentiasa jauh untuk mengejar impian masing2 dan diharapkan walaupun jauh hubungan kami tidak akan berubah sama sekali..malah makin lama makin sayang..makin lama mkin erat.. insyaAllah!! Am waiting him come down to my home in 2 weeks more!! fuhh.. tak sabar rasanyer.. i've missed him soo much!!

Today my sis and her two daugthers will back sweet home. My mom and dad the most excited person.. early morning gotong-royong clean up all side up n down my house.. me?? sleeping.. at ten am woke up!! huh last nite me slept at 3am reading n ntah summore stuff giler2 i have done. So helped my mom at kitchen.. wow so much variety dishes wanna prepared?? haih.. like 10 years have not seen her gal (my sis lorrr!!) yay me (^_^) perhaps their grandchildren i guess huhuu... okies.. my sis, iya wanna use pc now.. uhhh kacau seh!! i will continue later..daaa~

Awan berarak kencang.. angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa.. eceh.. try nak bermadah plak seh!! huhuhu.. hmm, ari nie nak tulis bm jerk...kah..kah..kah!! dah dua ari tak menjengukkan diri kat blog nie. dulu kata nak berhenti, tapi tiba2 terasa sayang sangat!! hurm, tak nak lah berhenti menulis di sini. Nanie suka menulis jd kalau dah takde blog nie nak tulis kat mana lagi kan??? ;-)
Sekarang nie asyik duduk kat rumah jer.. jd tukang masak ari2.. ape bleh buat kan.. dapat keje taknk gi.. hahaha!! ntahlah.. tapi bagus jugak =) boleh tgk tv puas2..tido puas2.. makan puas2 tu jerlah nanie tau yer!! tv + mkn + tido = keja tetap di rumah.. huhu..
Hurm.. dalam kepala nie macam2 masalah ader, tapi kan org kata kite tak bleh lari dari masalah kan.. tapi masalahnyer skrang..masalah tu yg tgh kejar nanie skrang uwaa!! ;'( cam ner nie.. takut yer!! harap2 kawan nanie tu dapat tolong nanie and abg cepat2 plez laa.. tak tahan dah tanggung nie.. i juz cant stand anymore!!!
Sbnrnyer td geram sgt2 kat abg.. mane taknyer.. tak bincang ape2pun trus bg msg "syg... abg gi langkawi dgn pudin 2org.Doakan kiteorg pergi dan balik.." hurmm memang kenalaa.. tapi sbb last minute..ok..ok!! Pastu yang tak tahan boleh call plak mak abah nak pesan aper.. elehh.. nak amik ati nanie lah tu.. whateva laa darling.. asal u have fun there!!
Esok iwan akan naik bus sendiri ke kl for his first time tu beb hehe.. sbnrnye nak balik umah akak.. then akak akn balik ke sini same2 saran uya..naik bus..sbb tu iwan kena teman kena tolong jage sara n uya dalam bus nanti. Keta akak dah abis road tax so tak renew lagi..
Hurm.. about me.. nak naikkan berat badan laa.. camner ek..dah makan banyak nie.. tu laa high metbolisme laaa nie.. ahakss!! (^_^)
Tak sabar nak tunggu akak, sara n uya datan cni. My mom and dad lagi laa.. rindu cucunda2 huhu.. okey laa.. nape mate ni so hard to shut nie!! tak ngantuk...masalah...masalah!! yay..

Am really bored rite now!!! okie laa.. i wanna share sumting here. Pagi tadi almost afternoo laa, my old fren called me. Yes.. dah lamer jugak we not keep in touch to each other rasenyer adelaa dalam 2 taun kut..almostlaa. ;-) well.. it's just nothing cume terkejut jerk huhuhu.. tak lamer kami berborak hanye bertanye kabar sajer..but so far it's a nice news for today. Mom dah balik dari ward. She looks tired.. i knowlaa. Tomorrow morning she has to meet a specialist in JB. Perhaps i'll will follow her esok. *wink*
My sister, iya tak abis2 dgn citer full house die.. tgk cd2 tu berulang2 kali..tak bosan seh?? i dunnolaa.. hurm, about him i've missed him soo much!! thanks dear cuz u inspired me a lot.. key!!

How to begin?? Okies, my mom today warded cuz her hB (hemoglobin's level) is very low just only 7.0 hB. I love her so much..tak tergambar rasanyer..hopes my mom tak ape2!! InsyaAllah..
Now am thinking to stop this blog..tak taulah why tibe2 terasa agak malas nak sambung blog ni. But one thing my fren tak benarkan.. maybe that's a good start for me to think back the important of this blog untuk jangka masa hadapan. So enough for this time. I'll continue back (^_^)

I have got this from one of my bloggers, this is same goes to me.. if i can tell him..

Tuhanku
Gerakkan hatinya
Nyatakan padanya
Aku masih disini, seperti mahumu
Untuk mencintai dan menyayangi umatmu
Merindu hati yang dahulunya sepi
Memuja cinta beradu kasih
Dua jiwa yang kau satukan
Aku dan dia disini

Tuhanku
Pahatkan dalam hatinya
Akulah insan yang sering diselimuti kerinduan
Dikejauhan ini aku disaluti seribu dugaan
Dugaan yang menduga setia
Dugaan yang menguji jiwa
Syukurku padaMu....hati ini kekal buatnya

Tuhanku
Setiakan cintanya hanya buatku
Tetapkan hatinya hanya buatku
Segalanya hanya untukku
Kerana telah ku serahkan segala hati dan perasaan ini
Hanya buatnya....kekasih hati yang satu
Yang sering aku rindu...
Yang telah kau tulis buat aku yang sebelumnya sendiri....

Today i had read one blog..and finally i knew that he just passed away last month. Well.. it is very touching me.. coincidentally, my tears is bursting out. U know, what i want to share here, i actually had a wonderful time read it since last year.. so it is really makes me shocked wif this news. But it must happen to anybody rite.. I am really respect him.. (al-fatihah)
Okies, bout me haih.. i have got a one called from kumon education.. u have ever heard be4? kumon? well.. actually i have been to walk tru one interview as an assistant tutor at kumon tun dr ismail, kl. i know this a gud chance for me but i dont go.. (^_^) dont ask me why..

Rasa itu pernah ada
Rasa itu tak pernah ku pinta
Rasa itu telah ku kubur lama
Rasa itu telah tenggelam dalam asa

Biarkanlah lukisan itu tanpa warna
Biarkanlah cerita itu tanpa makna
Biarkanlah kalimat itu tanpa tanda
Biarkanlah hati itu tanpa rasa

Sometimes I look at other people's lives and wonder why that happiness isn't in mine
Sometimes I walk down the road wondering where it's actually leading me
Sometimes I say something that makes me wonder where those really came from
Sometimes I look at some people and wonder what I had done wrong
Sometimes I look at myself and wonder if I'd ever done anything right

Am feel that lately am being soo emotional and quite sensitive..
Dunnolaa what to say.. sumtimes i feel fed up and give up!!!!
I'm tired..I feel so exhausted....and frustrated with myself!!!!
But dont worry..it is just a silly thing that cross my life (",)

This so song is really meant to me =P i've been listening these previous my days.. why?? the lyric is so beautiful and the another reason this song makes me remember him( he always sing this song for me ;-P) Now abg is doing his short course at uitm arau.. hopes everything just fine there.


Dealova - Once (OST Dealova)

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

repeat reff [2x]

selalu ada, kau selalu ada
selalu ada, kau selalu ada

Terdiam.. termenung seketika.. no word?? i just blank that's the perfect word for me 'blank'!! okie laa

Tomorrow morning i will go Kl to accompany my mum for her seminar. So i'll take this advantage to see yatie probably =P am not pack my things yet!! But that's not a big deal.. just small matter. Abg will take a short course at arau starting from this Monday until ends of May i guess laa. I dont want to comment anything about that coz i've already taken that same goes to him before. Hurm what i wanna share here.. today i went pasar malam. Well this is the first time pasar malam that i've went in Mersing.. seriously..wow!! So overall, quite nice because the place of that pasar malam is beside the sea =) okayla.. that's all for now.. daaa (^_^)

Hi, i cant believe that i have a new one blog..my new space where i can brag bout anything i want =P at last huh!! (^_^) well.. frankly, i've no idea why suddenly i've changed my mind to move here. Perhaps, i've been tired on my blackie blog, wanna try sumting more cheerful..more feminine *wink* hurm.. okaylaa, i already finished my diploma ;-) *scream!!* finally i felt a kinda strange feeling. I will never think again about my diploma, haih!! But i actually not very happy coz of he's still have one semester there ;-( never mind, only one semester left rite.. stop about that!! I'm home now..considering my mom's idea..rest for 1-2 weeks (actually she wants me to teach my bro;-P who will sit for his exam in two weeks..she told my bro that she already import a new teacher..yay me!!) then after that i'll will go ahead with other plans..insyaAllah. Okies, i try to sleep early and want to have a such beautiful time waking up next day..my parents have already remind me, "nanie,tomorrow morning..join abah mak jogging"..haiya!!(^_^) Nite..

I’ve been listening to this in my sleep..hahaha;-P actually sumone had suggested to me with this song.. well what can i say here..it's a such nice song..

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can’t have
Like you and the way that you’re twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I willForgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I’ve crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would

That’s what I’d do,
That’s what I’d do
That’s what I’d do
To get through to you

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

Artist: Teddy Geiger
Album: Underage Thinking
Year: 2006
Title: For You I Will (Confidence)

Well, it has been a while isn't it? I've missed my blog too much. Seriously. Well, everything's fine right now. Totally fine. My life has been busy lately..am busy with my final exam rite now.. actually there are 3 more paper tht i have to sit. My paper bio..;-) i dunno how to describe it, but i hope i already have gave my best!! to suppress it ehmm.. maybe quite personal things.. should i hide it?? I know sum might says that am too much into personal stuff..haha.. but it never bothers me either.. becos this is my place where i brag about anything... or everything (errr am i that mindless to chew out everything here??.. huhuuu certainly only things tht i feel not soo confidential =P) but Yeah here is the place where it is more of like a dump side... Ermm it is here... where i share my heart feels as much as my plain thoughts.. ahaaa should i emphasize here it is my thoughts about my soo-personal life.. all i know is just to be myself here.. sorry for tht.. no offense ok.. I fell lonely even am being in a crowd..in a middle of riuh2 rumates..but am still lonely... why huh?? hmm. everything cross in my mind now not really caught my attention. Maybe i've missed my family too much...maybe i've not totally ready to confront that am not with him for next semester..not ready to let him alone here.. perhaps i guess..There's sumting missing here..i just dunno to reconize it..okies.. i will continue later..peace!! ;-)