Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Am really bored rite now!!! okie laa.. i wanna share sumting here. Pagi tadi almost afternoo laa, my old fren called me. Yes.. dah lamer jugak we not keep in touch to each other rasenyer adelaa dalam 2 taun kut..almostlaa. ;-) well.. it's just nothing cume terkejut jerk huhuhu.. tak lamer kami berborak hanye bertanye kabar sajer..but so far it's a nice news for today. Mom dah balik dari ward. She looks tired.. i knowlaa. Tomorrow morning she has to meet a specialist in JB. Perhaps i'll will follow her esok. *wink*
My sister, iya tak abis2 dgn citer full house die.. tgk cd2 tu berulang2 kali..tak bosan seh?? i dunnolaa.. hurm, about him i've missed him soo much!! thanks dear cuz u inspired me a lot.. key!!

Monday, May 29, 2006

How to begin?? Okies, my mom today warded cuz her hB (hemoglobin's level) is very low just only 7.0 hB. I love her so much..tak tergambar rasanyer..hopes my mom tak ape2!! InsyaAllah..
Now am thinking to stop this blog..tak taulah why tibe2 terasa agak malas nak sambung blog ni. But one thing my fren tak benarkan.. maybe that's a good start for me to think back the important of this blog untuk jangka masa hadapan. So enough for this time. I'll continue back (^_^)

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

I have got this from one of my bloggers, this is same goes to me.. if i can tell him..
Gerakkan hatinya
Nyatakan padanya
Aku masih disini, seperti mahumu
Untuk mencintai dan menyayangi umatmu
Merindu hati yang dahulunya sepi
Memuja cinta beradu kasih
Dua jiwa yang kau satukan
Aku dan dia disini

Pahatkan dalam hatinya
Akulah insan yang sering diselimuti kerinduan
Dikejauhan ini aku disaluti seribu dugaan
Dugaan yang menduga setia
Dugaan yang menguji jiwa
Syukurku padaMu....hati ini kekal buatnya

Setiakan cintanya hanya buatku
Tetapkan hatinya hanya buatku
Segalanya hanya untukku
Kerana telah ku serahkan segala hati dan perasaan ini
Hanya buatnya....kekasih hati yang satu
Yang sering aku rindu...
Yang telah kau tulis buat aku yang sebelumnya sendiri....
Today i had read one blog..and finally i knew that he just passed away last month. Well.. it is very touching me.. coincidentally, my tears is bursting out. U know, what i want to share here, i actually had a wonderful time read it since last year.. so it is really makes me shocked wif this news. But it must happen to anybody rite.. I am really respect him.. (al-fatihah)
Okies, bout me haih.. i have got a one called from kumon education.. u have ever heard be4? kumon? well.. actually i have been to walk tru one interview as an assistant tutor at kumon tun dr ismail, kl. i know this a gud chance for me but i dont go.. (^_^) dont ask me why..

Rasa itu pernah ada
Rasa itu tak pernah ku pinta
Rasa itu telah ku kubur lama
Rasa itu telah tenggelam dalam asa

Biarkanlah lukisan itu tanpa warna
Biarkanlah cerita itu tanpa makna
Biarkanlah kalimat itu tanpa tanda
Biarkanlah hati itu tanpa rasa

Monday, May 22, 2006

Sometimes I look at other people's lives and wonder why that happiness isn't in mine
Sometimes I walk down the road wondering where it's actually leading me
Sometimes I say something that makes me wonder where those really came from
Sometimes I look at some people and wonder what I had done wrong
Sometimes I look at myself and wonder if I'd ever done anything right

Am feel that lately am being soo emotional and quite sensitive..
Dunnolaa what to say.. sumtimes i feel fed up and give up!!!!
I'm tired..I feel so exhausted....and frustrated with myself!!!!
But dont worry..it is just a silly thing that cross my life (",)

Thursday, May 18, 2006

This so song is really meant to me =P i've been listening these previous my days.. why?? the lyric is so beautiful and the another reason this song makes me remember him( he always sing this song for me ;-P) Now abg is doing his short course at uitm arau.. hopes everything just fine there.

Dealova - Once (OST Dealova)

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

repeat reff [2x]

selalu ada, kau selalu ada
selalu ada, kau selalu ada

Monday, May 15, 2006

Terdiam.. termenung seketika.. no word?? i just blank that's the perfect word for me 'blank'!! okie laa

Friday, May 12, 2006

Tomorrow morning i will go Kl to accompany my mum for her seminar. So i'll take this advantage to see yatie probably =P am not pack my things yet!! But that's not a big deal.. just small matter. Abg will take a short course at arau starting from this Monday until ends of May i guess laa. I dont want to comment anything about that coz i've already taken that same goes to him before. Hurm what i wanna share here.. today i went pasar malam. Well this is the first time pasar malam that i've went in Mersing.. seriously..wow!! So overall, quite nice because the place of that pasar malam is beside the sea =) okayla.. that's all for now.. daaa (^_^)
Hi, i cant believe that i have a new one blog..my new space where i can brag bout anything i want =P at last huh!! (^_^) well.. frankly, i've no idea why suddenly i've changed my mind to move here. Perhaps, i've been tired on my blackie blog, wanna try sumting more cheerful..more feminine *wink* hurm.. okaylaa, i already finished my diploma ;-) *scream!!* finally i felt a kinda strange feeling. I will never think again about my diploma, haih!! But i actually not very happy coz of he's still have one semester there ;-( never mind, only one semester left rite.. stop about that!! I'm home now..considering my mom's idea..rest for 1-2 weeks (actually she wants me to teach my bro;-P who will sit for his exam in two weeks..she told my bro that she already import a new teacher..yay me!!) then after that i'll will go ahead with other plans..insyaAllah. Okies, i try to sleep early and want to have a such beautiful time waking up next day..my parents have already remind me, "nanie,tomorrow morning..join abah mak jogging"..haiya!!(^_^) Nite..

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

I’ve been listening to this in my sleep..hahaha;-P actually sumone had suggested to me with this song.. well what can i say here..it's a such nice song..

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can’t have
Like you and the way that you’re twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I willForgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I’ve crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would

That’s what I’d do,
That’s what I’d do
That’s what I’d do
To get through to you

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

Artist: Teddy Geiger
Album: Underage Thinking
Year: 2006
Title: For You I Will (Confidence)