Awan berarak kencang.. angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa.. eceh.. try nak bermadah plak seh!! huhuhu.. hmm, ari nie nak tulis bm jerk...kah..kah..kah!! dah dua ari tak menjengukkan diri kat blog nie. dulu kata nak berhenti, tapi tiba2 terasa sayang sangat!! hurm, tak nak lah berhenti menulis di sini. Nanie suka menulis jd kalau dah takde blog nie nak tulis kat mana lagi kan??? ;-)
Sekarang nie asyik duduk kat rumah jer.. jd tukang masak ari2.. ape bleh buat kan.. dapat keje taknk gi.. hahaha!! ntahlah.. tapi bagus jugak =) boleh tgk tv puas2..tido puas2.. makan puas2 tu jerlah nanie tau yer!! tv + mkn + tido = keja tetap di rumah.. huhu..
Hurm.. dalam kepala nie macam2 masalah ader, tapi kan org kata kite tak bleh lari dari masalah kan.. tapi masalahnyer skrang..masalah tu yg tgh kejar nanie skrang uwaa!! ;'( cam ner nie.. takut yer!! harap2 kawan nanie tu dapat tolong nanie and abg cepat2 plez laa.. tak tahan dah tanggung nie.. i juz cant stand anymore!!!
Sbnrnyer td geram sgt2 kat abg.. mane taknyer.. tak bincang ape2pun trus bg msg "syg... abg gi langkawi dgn pudin 2org.Doakan kiteorg pergi dan balik.." hurmm memang kenalaa.. tapi sbb last minute..ok..ok!! Pastu yang tak tahan boleh call plak mak abah nak pesan aper.. elehh.. nak amik ati nanie lah tu.. whateva laa darling.. asal u have fun there!!
Esok iwan akan naik bus sendiri ke kl for his first time tu beb hehe.. sbnrnye nak balik umah akak.. then akak akn balik ke sini same2 saran uya..naik bus..sbb tu iwan kena teman kena tolong jage sara n uya dalam bus nanti. Keta akak dah abis road tax so tak renew lagi..
Hurm.. about me.. nak naikkan berat badan laa.. camner ek..dah makan banyak nie.. tu laa high metbolisme laaa nie.. ahakss!! (^_^)
Tak sabar nak tunggu akak, sara n uya datan cni. My mom and dad lagi laa.. rindu cucunda2 huhu.. okey laa.. nape mate ni so hard to shut nie!! tak ngantuk...masalah...masalah!! yay..

Am really bored rite now!!! okie laa.. i wanna share sumting here. Pagi tadi almost afternoo laa, my old fren called me. Yes.. dah lamer jugak we not keep in touch to each other rasenyer adelaa dalam 2 taun kut..almostlaa. ;-) well.. it's just nothing cume terkejut jerk huhuhu.. tak lamer kami berborak hanye bertanye kabar sajer..but so far it's a nice news for today. Mom dah balik dari ward. She looks tired.. i knowlaa. Tomorrow morning she has to meet a specialist in JB. Perhaps i'll will follow her esok. *wink*
My sister, iya tak abis2 dgn citer full house die.. tgk cd2 tu berulang2 kali..tak bosan seh?? i dunnolaa.. hurm, about him i've missed him soo much!! thanks dear cuz u inspired me a lot.. key!!

How to begin?? Okies, my mom today warded cuz her hB (hemoglobin's level) is very low just only 7.0 hB. I love her so much..tak tergambar rasanyer..hopes my mom tak ape2!! InsyaAllah..
Now am thinking to stop this blog..tak taulah why tibe2 terasa agak malas nak sambung blog ni. But one thing my fren tak benarkan.. maybe that's a good start for me to think back the important of this blog untuk jangka masa hadapan. So enough for this time. I'll continue back (^_^)

I have got this from one of my bloggers, this is same goes to me.. if i can tell him..

Tuhanku
Gerakkan hatinya
Nyatakan padanya
Aku masih disini, seperti mahumu
Untuk mencintai dan menyayangi umatmu
Merindu hati yang dahulunya sepi
Memuja cinta beradu kasih
Dua jiwa yang kau satukan
Aku dan dia disini

Tuhanku
Pahatkan dalam hatinya
Akulah insan yang sering diselimuti kerinduan
Dikejauhan ini aku disaluti seribu dugaan
Dugaan yang menduga setia
Dugaan yang menguji jiwa
Syukurku padaMu....hati ini kekal buatnya

Tuhanku
Setiakan cintanya hanya buatku
Tetapkan hatinya hanya buatku
Segalanya hanya untukku
Kerana telah ku serahkan segala hati dan perasaan ini
Hanya buatnya....kekasih hati yang satu
Yang sering aku rindu...
Yang telah kau tulis buat aku yang sebelumnya sendiri....

Today i had read one blog..and finally i knew that he just passed away last month. Well.. it is very touching me.. coincidentally, my tears is bursting out. U know, what i want to share here, i actually had a wonderful time read it since last year.. so it is really makes me shocked wif this news. But it must happen to anybody rite.. I am really respect him.. (al-fatihah)
Okies, bout me haih.. i have got a one called from kumon education.. u have ever heard be4? kumon? well.. actually i have been to walk tru one interview as an assistant tutor at kumon tun dr ismail, kl. i know this a gud chance for me but i dont go.. (^_^) dont ask me why..

Rasa itu pernah ada
Rasa itu tak pernah ku pinta
Rasa itu telah ku kubur lama
Rasa itu telah tenggelam dalam asa

Biarkanlah lukisan itu tanpa warna
Biarkanlah cerita itu tanpa makna
Biarkanlah kalimat itu tanpa tanda
Biarkanlah hati itu tanpa rasa

Sometimes I look at other people's lives and wonder why that happiness isn't in mine
Sometimes I walk down the road wondering where it's actually leading me
Sometimes I say something that makes me wonder where those really came from
Sometimes I look at some people and wonder what I had done wrong
Sometimes I look at myself and wonder if I'd ever done anything right

Am feel that lately am being soo emotional and quite sensitive..
Dunnolaa what to say.. sumtimes i feel fed up and give up!!!!
I'm tired..I feel so exhausted....and frustrated with myself!!!!
But dont worry..it is just a silly thing that cross my life (",)

This so song is really meant to me =P i've been listening these previous my days.. why?? the lyric is so beautiful and the another reason this song makes me remember him( he always sing this song for me ;-P) Now abg is doing his short course at uitm arau.. hopes everything just fine there.


Dealova - Once (OST Dealova)

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

repeat reff [2x]

selalu ada, kau selalu ada
selalu ada, kau selalu ada

Terdiam.. termenung seketika.. no word?? i just blank that's the perfect word for me 'blank'!! okie laa

Tomorrow morning i will go Kl to accompany my mum for her seminar. So i'll take this advantage to see yatie probably =P am not pack my things yet!! But that's not a big deal.. just small matter. Abg will take a short course at arau starting from this Monday until ends of May i guess laa. I dont want to comment anything about that coz i've already taken that same goes to him before. Hurm what i wanna share here.. today i went pasar malam. Well this is the first time pasar malam that i've went in Mersing.. seriously..wow!! So overall, quite nice because the place of that pasar malam is beside the sea =) okayla.. that's all for now.. daaa (^_^)

Hi, i cant believe that i have a new one blog..my new space where i can brag bout anything i want =P at last huh!! (^_^) well.. frankly, i've no idea why suddenly i've changed my mind to move here. Perhaps, i've been tired on my blackie blog, wanna try sumting more cheerful..more feminine *wink* hurm.. okaylaa, i already finished my diploma ;-) *scream!!* finally i felt a kinda strange feeling. I will never think again about my diploma, haih!! But i actually not very happy coz of he's still have one semester there ;-( never mind, only one semester left rite.. stop about that!! I'm home now..considering my mom's idea..rest for 1-2 weeks (actually she wants me to teach my bro;-P who will sit for his exam in two weeks..she told my bro that she already import a new teacher..yay me!!) then after that i'll will go ahead with other plans..insyaAllah. Okies, i try to sleep early and want to have a such beautiful time waking up next day..my parents have already remind me, "nanie,tomorrow morning..join abah mak jogging"..haiya!!(^_^) Nite..

I’ve been listening to this in my sleep..hahaha;-P actually sumone had suggested to me with this song.. well what can i say here..it's a such nice song..

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can’t have
Like you and the way that you’re twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I willForgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I’ve crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would

That’s what I’d do,
That’s what I’d do
That’s what I’d do
To get through to you

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

Artist: Teddy Geiger
Album: Underage Thinking
Year: 2006
Title: For You I Will (Confidence)

Well, it has been a while isn't it? I've missed my blog too much. Seriously. Well, everything's fine right now. Totally fine. My life has been busy lately..am busy with my final exam rite now.. actually there are 3 more paper tht i have to sit. My paper bio..;-) i dunno how to describe it, but i hope i already have gave my best!! to suppress it ehmm.. maybe quite personal things.. should i hide it?? I know sum might says that am too much into personal stuff..haha.. but it never bothers me either.. becos this is my place where i brag about anything... or everything (errr am i that mindless to chew out everything here??.. huhuuu certainly only things tht i feel not soo confidential =P) but Yeah here is the place where it is more of like a dump side... Ermm it is here... where i share my heart feels as much as my plain thoughts.. ahaaa should i emphasize here it is my thoughts about my soo-personal life.. all i know is just to be myself here.. sorry for tht.. no offense ok.. I fell lonely even am being in a crowd..in a middle of riuh2 rumates..but am still lonely... why huh?? hmm. everything cross in my mind now not really caught my attention. Maybe i've missed my family too much...maybe i've not totally ready to confront that am not with him for next semester..not ready to let him alone here.. perhaps i guess..There's sumting missing here..i just dunno to reconize it..okies.. i will continue later..peace!! ;-)

i'm back!!!
before this..
too lazy to write down things
even tooo lazy to read others..
but
suddenly..
i'm full!
yeay!

this semester really killing me..
each class dem bored!
whut's going on??
why i'm the lucky one to get really bored lecturer?
huh..i dunno....@_@

some more..i didnt tell about my gathering rite.. well, it was fantastic time that i've ever had..*wink*
even there were only 5 people where as everyone brought their boyfriend?? hehehe...but somehow we really enjoyed our time!!
hurm..dunno how to describe in proper situation hehehe..any how i actually really worried bout him(my syg) because he never met them all..
so curious when suddenly he told me that he wants to accompanied me..wah!! (^_^) then i gave him a big smile..yay!!
well, thanks dear.. u did a good job..hehehe...
i shall leave this for u there.. wink!!

Each day I live..
I want to be a day to give
The best of me I'm only one but not alone..
My finest day is yet unknown I broke my heart..
Fought every gain..
To taste the sweet..
I face the pain..
I rise and fall..
Yet through it all this much remains

To Allah i pray..

Grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change things I cannot accept,
And the wisdom to hide the bodies
of those people I had to wipe out today
because they ticked me off.

And i beg for Allah help me
to be careful of the toes I step
on today as they may be connected
to the butt that I might have to kiss tomorrow...

P/s: last but not least.. some photo in dat gathering day (^_^) *grin*

Hurmm just wanted to share this saying from mum.. =)
"Compromise is a necessary part of life.. Be sincere with urself..."
I was thinking how much important "kejujuran" in life.. It is no denial dlm hidup nih mmg perlukan kejujuran.. But it seem lately people even dare to tag price on thing such as sincerity.. honesty.. WELL.. how much one pay for the price of "jujur" actually huh??.. for me.. Too bad when it has a price.. when people could pay for it... It seems like one were putting themselve in a bargain..and definitely will lost... Personally..i have a very low respect to people who acting tht way... Tp kadang2 sebab terlalu jujur org kate kite nih betul bendul pulak.. org pijak kepala kite.. Itupun susah jugak.. Nowadays i feel like there are more of backstabbers and liars untill sumtimes i dunno who is my fren who is not.. who is sincere and who only tell lies.. well am not pointing this to anyone.. it just how my thought raving out tonite..OK guys.. i shall be sleeping now.. " The busy have no time for tears. " Hurm..Perhaps this is all true... No time for tears.. =)
I'm going to meet my old frends..eii..sooo happy...(^_^)

Holla.. so long time i'm not en3 this blog, i really tired laa.. why?? eveything must done on time.. the problem is there's so much thing to do!! Sumtimes i felt to collape (^_^)
Last week i went to klang with him and my others ETR group ira, wan, jah and ain. Well, actually we had planned went on Saturday morning but last minute we changed our planned, going on that Friday.
So sad to say that we only got 4 tickets, so finally i and him decided went to temerloh by a cab to catch their bus coz luckily that bus actually stopped at temerloh to get down the passenger ;-P
We then arrived at pekeliling at 11.10pm, we stayed at ira's in cheras. The next day, we're going to Pandamaran by car..hmm he drove ;-P So until began our busy time..
met abg yus there helped us to make sum reseached on ETR subject. We will going to build a public swimming pool. So that's why we took Pandamaran's swimming centre as our guidelines.
After that, we're going to KL to find clothes for ETR presentation, hangging around Jalan TAR.. me and him well.. took this chance spent time together hehehe.. hurm we performed our Maghrib prayer at KLCC Mosque. Then we separated to own destination, me and him took komuter Pel Klang. We back to jengka on sunday.. So this weekend we spend our time only around jengka. Mayb going to pasar malam depends on our two situation first.. hurm dunno yet!! What is the most important.. tonite i have to complete all my work if necessary i will stay up. Chow laa..

These previous days.. i'm very2 busy..settle down t-shirt..ETR programme.. and my tests!! Okielaaa..last Saturday i was meeting yati, it's so happy to say that we spent time shopping gal's stuff ouchh..hehehe..then he asked me..what am bought..where..and sum more question. He was going to klang at abg yus's place searched around for our ETR project. Hmm.. and we have to go klang again by this saturday..in my mind now money..money!!(^_^) This morning i felt terrible on my chemist test..hopes that my marks not gonna be zero..fuhh..i dunnolaa. So okaylaa.

I'm back again in jengka. I'm very sleepy now, my eyes are like half shut. Waiting for my next class which will be at 12pm..argghhh.. am looking my watch now..10.35 my god!! I'm very hungry too.. :-( i'm craving for cheezy wedges. Uuuuu... XD Ok @_@ whre to get haaa.. i really envy with him this moment, he just can back to his room while am here in library sitting in front this pc with very cooly condition yay!! Well.. it's just nice coz i'm sitting on a comfort seat which makes me feel to sleep as well. Actually i feel to go to toilet but...malas seh!! (the pc are so limited so i'm lucky to got one;-P) so there's no chance for me to go anywhere..ouh!! His college is very short way from here.. like i always says with him "u should be happy and thankful coz it's just only 5 min to come class.." whereas me?? so pity of me.. So now we got class 8-9 am and he just dissapeared eventually. Then i got his sms " syg, i really need to go to toilet..so u take care of yr own time..go eat..lepak library and meet u in next class;-) mmuah!".. guess what?? That's only one reason i wondered.. he's now on his bed and really tide of sleepness..okieslaa.. i stop here.. many things to do..c'yaa...

@ kalau tak nak balik boleh tak?? hehehe...
@ malas seh!!
@ hurm.. yet i dont start packing my things!!
@ tomorrow going jengka..uwaaaa...:'(
@ well, i'm more lucky than abg kena naik bus dr jb ke ktn aisey manyak kecian wooo... kirenye @ aku parents antar ke ktn...lucky ker?? hmm...
@ but then i have to wait for him jgk sampai ke ktn huhuhu...it's not sound so badly, rite??
@ it's really2 holiday to me.. it's works!! why?? becos i've not done my assignment.. just hanging around... watching tv almost 24 hours without break any second.. opps i'm just kidding hehehe..
but totally i really really meant that.. so relax and enjoy all da time!!
@ ouhh.. this situation also happened to him.. where's yr 4.00 flat honey ;-)
@ okies.. i'm out of mood !! (^_^)
@ sumeone has breaking my heart....
@ i've missed him! jumpe esok my honey...

Haih... too many things came across lately.. it happen just in few glance.. Tapi ape2 pun me bersyukur sgt2 for am okay now.. Lepas satu satu menimpa.. Itulah lumrah hidup.. "Laut mane yg tak bergelora.. Hidup nih tak kan sunyi dr dugaan.." Tapi percaya dan yakin ade hikmah disebalik setiap sesuatu yg berlaku.. =)
In another way i realised tht am not that weak after all.. I didnt cry.. instead am acting rationally.. i tried to be strong @_@ i just wondering bout what happened to me.. please stop it!! Am thinking somewhat people might thought as the same way i do hopes so.Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound! way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. Only ALLAH knows the best!!
Am thinking of this few lines..
Allah didnt promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day,comfort for the tears, and light for the day. BE a TOUGH gal NANIE!!
*my thought's
nanie, sumone didnt mean anything plus sumone doesnt know somehow it actually broke your heart so badly.. just give your forgiveness..

Sumetimes i felt worried.. a lil' bit! we are really passionate about what we wanted to do with our lives, and would talk about how we'd be running our own business.. ohh soo scary!! Well, tonite i have to make last choice for my application in UPU. Please help me....! @_@

Happy midterm holiday guys...

Well, i am not going to perak. Tak jadi pun.. cancel ma..@_@ so now i'm at my home. Hurm by da way after this midterm i've got many things to sort out. I will settle my t-shirt business with him, so we'll going to Arau ;-) Actually i just arrived from kl. Sumtimes what we exact to plan cant be easily rite?? I've been through a hard time alone. I was consider myself that was just happened and it cant be fixed again. My Lord.. U the only one knows what was exactly happened. Let me be strong!! I'm a tough lady..Hurm..sum more?? I am really.. really miss him..:-* mmuah!! *wink*
p/s: i still remember..u've promised me wanna watch fearless..huhuhu..;-p
opss.. selamat menyambut awal muharam 1427 Hijrah...

Today is da day...

Today;
@ laundry stuff this early morning (^_^) yay me!! At 6.15 i've done my laundry huhuhu....
@ finished all my lab reports bio n chemist(abg: dah siap ke?) what's does it mean hurmm...wanna copy haaa!!!
@ went pasar malam with him
abg: teringin makan satelaa syg...jum dinner luar ek??
hurm.. every your wish always right haaa!!!

o.k.i.e.s

p/s: i enjoy my day today

Macam2 ada... @_@

I try to manage my time so completely..but sumtimes it really complicated.
me: am coming home this midterm perhaps 2-3 days mom...
mom: why so short one?
me: tons of work are waiting..plus he wants me accompany him to perak (",) (grin*)
mom: perak?? why perak?? what for??
me: settle down our business plus jalan-jalan hehehe...
mom: we all going melaka and u perak. What's plan is that
me: extra..my etr group laa...we all decide nk g survey perhaps in kl. Apiz laa our head nyer. U ask him laa mam
mom: anything u should discuss wif me...okay dear.

*my thought ~ ermm... macam-macam ada!!!

Getting worse or better guys??

Working in groups actually quite interesting me. It seems that full-time students here at my course are literally swimming in the course work. Stop moving and sink yourself. Group work is unavoidable. And for me, I have different people for different groups in different classes. Not a single person is in the same two groups as I am. U know working with our own lover it's quite different. Without me, these groups will be mutually exclusive in terms of members.This can be to a disadvantage since the rest of the group may not understand the workload you're already carrying. They may ask for your contribution without knowing that you're already up to your nose with other things.But it's not all bad. Most importantly I've managed to gain experiences from working with different people. There were moments of blazing debates and bruised egos. But there were moments when we learnt new stuff from each other and shared a couple of laughs.At the end of the day, we returned to same spot again, as friends and fellow learners, to fix ourselves a nice. We are united by our belief, friendship and our quest for knowledge and success. Working in groups actually soo interesting me plus grouping with him makes me more secure (^_^) daa!! nite.....

What's a day!!

Today the experiment of chemistry inorganic was so teribble!! Ahh...am really tired!! That's not da only things makes auwful but also my business project ETR. Every our suggestions were reject..so frust!! Every face looks so tired and want to give up. Hurm.. let it be!! We have to carry on guys!!! Please... that's not the end of life.... we should try the new one.... insyaAllah! About me?? I try to accept it..accept what?? yes..accept that thing! Sumting was burning my heart ;-( i felt depressed. But i need to accept it even though that's my life..my choice rite!!

In case I forget..

TQ to anyone of u..friends,

for the challenge u set..
for the thoughts u shares..
for the helps u lend..
for the times u spent..
haih.. to the ones tht wiped my tears..
tht gave me their kisses.. and huggiess
when am really need it..
for comforting and accompanying me..
really appreciatted..
am saying fr the bottom of my heart..
wondering myself where would i be today
without u guys..
maybe i'll stuck in the well still.. hahaaa.. =P
UkhwahFiLLaH!!!

Out of boredom!!

I’m just having my lunch. Hmm..my tummy full already hehehe. For some certain things I take a bit fussy with any meals. This is quite contrast with him. Basically if I didn’t finished my meals then his volunteer to done it. Hmm… sounds likes he never complain anything bout foods. (^-^) Well, I just borrowed a book which title is ‘The Other Side of The Story’. Anyway this story is really fabulous!! This 648 pages makes me stays at room neither going to somewhere place. How about pasar malam today nanie? ;-) Well.. I don’t think so! He also busy with his study and try to control our finance…
Am thinking bout this phrase…

‘There are three sides to every story.
Your side, their side, and the truth.

Thinking.. and thinking…and me face down in my soup, passed out with boredom!!

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha.. Seday plak bile teringat ayah sedang sorang2 kt Arafah. Achik plak kat hospital..Takpela, mereka sedang berjihad. Aku nak balik semula jengka semula..malas sey!! Relax jer nak ponteng kelas pagi, dah takde tiket kan..(",) abg pun relax jer setuju..aiyoo!!! Takpe aarr...pg jer kan ptg insyaAllah sempat. Harap2 abg dapat tiket pagi2. Okie, daaa...

My complicated story..

He's now at my place. We all arrived at 5.30 am and abah fetched us at R&R. This is a complicated story. Yesterday somewhat we had planned not exactly happened. We took a bus to kl at 6.30 pm...and as usually i always got my ticket to mersing by transional, but unlucky the ticket all sold out.
"Sorry adik, esok adelah tapi kul 11.30 mlm,"a sellerman said.
I totally worried and try looking my watch showed 11.25 pm. Ouchh...what's life...
me: Camne ni abg? Komuter sure dah xde nak balik umah akak, umah abg pun tak bleh. Syg kol dieorang key fetch syg kat pudu, and abg buy laa tiket jb sekarang.
abg: Tu ade ker mersing lagi tu, try tanye hurry syg!!
me: I never know bout this bus darling.(starring worried at him)
Then, suddenly he bought two tickets and went to platform so quickly. I dunno what actually played in his mind.. mad of me ke?? Our seat at the back 33 and 34. He didnt speak to me never a word!! I phoned my dad and tell him about my sayang accompanied me. Alhamdulillah, my parents so understanding. Thanks Allah. I try to speak with him but no respons at all. He pretend try to sleep. I just dont know what to do except be a silent. About 5 minutes later, he hold my hands and says his sorry. I know his feeling...
abg: sorry syg, takkan syg tak tau langsung pasal bus nie?
me: betul laa..never know
abg: okaylaa.. abah,mak ok tak?
me: dah settle, sampai abah suruh call.
We had a wonderful journey..hehehe *secret maa...
My parents took him jalan2 pantai air papan and whole mersing town. Wah.. second time he came here...dah berani call my mum, "mak"..what's that mean dear ;-) He will back JB this evening. His brother achik is warded in Hosp Sultanah Aminah, Johor Bharu. Hopes everything gonna be okay.Steady abg!!

Face it nanie!!

Today i got a msg from sumone that makes me 'blur' for a while..i'm thinking that is it actually i'm in reality now. A best friend try to sacrife for her lover. I know it might hard to face it but i know she is really strong person. I've no idea at this moment...my heart cannot describe a thing. Yet this problem is actually involves my sayang's life. Hmm..quite difficult to get thru the reality. But i still remind to my self.. i was in this situation last season. I knew she can as what i've been thru before. On my second thought, we cannot controll everything going perfect..but we must believe that the greater Allah knows everything the best for us. Hmm..some funny happened just now when one of my roomates Diana makes joking and she try making a quiz on some local food(kuih) hahaha...

Sweet memory..2006!!

New Year has comes at last! Such a good start for me to make life becomes more proper?? I wish!! So I already answered for some of my friends’ questioned “Nanie, what your wish for this new year?” well, carry forwardlaa last year punyer..hehehe! (“,) I was celebrated new year at kl with him. Outspoken actually we celebrated for our day..so coincidentally laa with new year. Thanks for the sweet greeting friends (ct nor dyana, nisa, nor aida, suraya, syazwani) :-) I was keep trying to reply sms to them on time but the coverage was soo busy..ahh tension maa!! “Esok pg try lagi..” he said. Hurm…;-( We all hang out at Star hill and KLCC..erm so okaylaa everything going soo perfect. Thanks honey..

Celebrate our day (^_^)

It’s been a long time I’m not entry here rite. These previous days I’m totally busy with my registration for my last semester ;-) obvious hopes that this my last sem in jengka hehehe…So I finally got everything on my list when my shopping time last week. (my mom looks sumting on me (^_^) yay!!) Seriously it was soo happy moment. On 25th Christmas day to be exact, my syg and i went back jengka by bus. Opss...yesterday was our special day, third anniversary supposedly to say kut (“,) we all just having lunch jer but we got sum planning on this coming Saturday sounds like to celebrate we used to say. Cant wait anymore..My syg started busy wanna us ‘layan’ baik punya cilok!! Yet I big surprised coz he actually not certainly enjoy malay film..hmm maybe Aflin Shauqi is the most reason makes his mind changes, I guess laa. Lalala…Happy New Year!! Welcome 2006!!

lalala...

Hmm..nothing much to say, put something new here
songs by,
+ A4- meteor garden II theme song (i'm addict wif this movie (",))
+ Neil Sedeka- you mean everything to me (ohh..my dad's fav song
+ abg reached kl at 8.30 pm just now, he went by bus wif 2 kids (anak kakngah) hehehe..so sweet (@_@)
+ to yatie,
"..ade hikmah di sebalik aper yang berlaku..be strong ok?? remember..ko still ade aus, aku n apiz tau.."
Okies, i try to sleep early and want to have a such beautiful time waking up next day..yay me!! Nite..(^_^)

My final exam result???

I look around..i just wanna smile..yay!! What for?? Last nite i was sitting in front pc..keep view my uitm website which was soo traffic (^_^) wooo...
abg: syg try laa..dun give up..u know..try and error!!
me: well..i try laa nie,bosan seh..nanti syg bgtau,sabaq..sabaq!!
At last, at 11.pm i can open that website wif a big nervous..
Alhamdullilah, everything was fine. The result not very good actually. But overall i'm very soo grateful..Thanks Allah!!
I cant wait for tomorrow;

@ it's shopping time+cinema..going to kl
@ we will have gathering (whole my family)
@ meet abg

Love this song?? hmm...

You're beautiful

My life is brilliant,
My life is brilliant,
My love is pure,
I saw an angel
Of that i`m sure,
She smiled at me on the subway,
She was with another man,
But i won`t lose no sleep on that
`Cause i`ve got plan..

You`re beautiful,You`re beautiful.
You`re beautiful it`s true..
I saw your face in a crowded place
And i don`t know what to do,
`Cause i`ll never be with you..

Yes she caught my eye,
As we walked on by..
She could see me from my face that i was
Flying high,
And i don`t think that i`ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will
last till the end..

You`re beautiful,You`re beautiful.
You`re beautiful it`s true..
I saw your face in a crowded place
And i don`t know what to do..
`Cause i`ll never be with you,
You`re beautiful,You`re beautiful,
You`re beautiful it`s true..
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that i should be with you,
But it`s time to face the truth
I will never be with you

p/s: i'm not totally finished my duty (packing my stuff..oppss!!!) tonite lalala...('_') mom and abg dont worry..almost finished!!!How bout u my dear..hehehe.....

Remind me about what??

I just want to say this to a good friend of mine.

Remember,
I'll be there when you're down.
I am always here when you're lonely.
I know that you're not in a good mood right now.
Someone has hurt your feelings, I guess.
But hey, just forget it. It's the nature of life.
Friends do come and go. Just let them be.
It's hard to take care of everybody's feelings.
You said you're a good pretender.
Well, how about emotionally ? ;P
Don't let other people affects your life.
If they want you, okay "Step on fren..".
If they don't, fine kthxbye.
You can walk by yourself. No problem.
Because we will never leave you. ;)

I love peanut butter and bread. The simplicity of it makes it so irresistable and so heavenly you just can't have only one. Huuuu. You can tell that I've been eating a lot of it since yesterday when I bought bread and peanut butter out of boredom.
I had such a tough time waking up this morning @_@ but somehow I managed so yay me! I was planning to sleep early last night (well, earlier than usual) after I updated my blog but, yerp, you guessed it - I didn't. Ended up sleeping around 3 a.m. Why? Cuz I was watching cinemax while 'sms'ing him...it's 3am and im not yet asleep and not even pack my bags yet. lalala

So..this morning,

mom: nanie dont u pack yr things already??
me: oppss..okay mak i will packing tonite..takde moodlaa!
mom: make sure buat!! (uishh..)
abg: syg dah abis pack barang? abg ptg nie..esok gi kl dah..kemas betul2 jangan ade yang tertinggal (sound's familiar laa;-P)
me: abg,syg kemas tonite.

Hmm..everbody be concerned on me?? just because of packing things or..?? hmm..i'm thinking..

Dancing on the Edge of Reality...

A world of dreams and visions,
Existing in places that dance upon the edge of reality!
Moments shared in a timeless eternity
Where the heart can waltz upon the winds of tomorrows.
Velvet soft whispers fall like kisses from the heavens,
Caresses lighter than the butterfly embracing the rose!
This the world on the edge of reality!
Soft the sounds found here,
Serenades as endless as the waves upon the seas,
Blissful place of peace whose treasures tell of tales beyond time.
For here in this place,
Dancing of the edge of reality,
A world is found in a smile,
A lifetime is known in a kiss.
And even forever passes all to quickly,
When time is measured by the beating of your heart

Ahh.. is this call reality?.. when we have to face sumthing in which unfavorable for us.. when we have to play a win-lose game.. when sumtimes people use to forgone sumthing/sumone they used to luv.. am wondering today.. am i missing sumthing here.. yeah i mean for the last 342 days before... (perhaps) Nah!! or maybe i should return to my resolution checklist last year.. shall check it back..but i know tht i've sumthing.. sumthing i wont lost for tonite.... am happy with tht.. this is the last.. yes i mean THE LAST!!! (shall i made a promise here??) Thanks for the dance.. =) ( haha am i dancing?? yeah am dancing in my heart.. maybe..) Only ALLAH knows the best!!

Am Thinking of this few lines..

Allah didnt promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day,comfort for the tears, and light for the day. BE TOUGH!

P/s: i'm just received a sms from my sayang.. a bit from it, "..Dkt dr pdNy agar hati syg mjd tenang (",).." Subhanallah..alhamdulillah..well, finally i burst into tears!! (our top secret..i guess) Thanks abg for that msg..mmuahh!! 4 days to go...

Complicated...

I miss him so much!! there still have 7 days to go... uwaaa!!! ;-(

Be patient nanie... steady and relax okay nanie...what to do!!

Best banana split!! Yummy....

Banana split..hmm so delicious!! Makan sekali tak puas...mom nak lagi bleh??
Ermm..today nothing special..just my banana split hehehe...
But..i miss bangat sama abg ;-(
Oppss.. my sayang on da way to melaka ikut paklong dr singapore. Take care ya!!
Next week i will going to KL apelagi..it's shopping time hehehe..

@ hand bag
@ sandle (want a simple one for my kuliah?? hope so..hehe..)
@ novels > new by Tony Parsons and Norhayati Ibrahim (cant wait;-p)
@ some make up stuff (oucchh!! i need ka??)
@ blouse (yet i dont have any purple color in my wardrobe ;-/)

>okies, miss my bucyuk ;-* going to bed ahhh....

Aiyoyo!!!

Hmm..tomorrow my parent come back from out station..very pleased wif that news!! Same wif ibu (my syg's mom) back from malacca(kampung) hehehe...on da other hand, we all tak lagi dapat telefon (gayut??;-)) lelamer as previous days nie..wah lawak plus smart plus naughty jugak yerk abg nie..ibu takde mulaler nak kol kwn sana..kwn sini yer..ooo abg nak kena yer??hehehe..(well i'm just kidding!!). I'm having fever laa now ;-/ (ade hikmahnye)
Hmm..i'm telling u my closed fren already got a job..i'm very happy wif that yatie!!
That msg(sms) exactly camnie laa <'Nani, aku dh dpt keje kat audit firm at tmn tun, KL..doakan aku tau'..
Hopefully u will comfortable wif a new environment yatie!! Be a smart and good worker..cayok! cayok!
My final result will come out on 21st Dec, i dont feel anything yet..
Just now i was talking wif my sayang about our t-shirt(business) i quite nervous but i hope our dreams not just a dream, InsyaAllah!!

...@>----miss him :-*

A Shoulder To Cry On ;-)

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
but the distance feels further,
when it's headed for the ground,
and there's nothing more painful,
than to let your feeling take,
you down.

It's so hard to know,
the way you feel inside,
when there's many thoughts,
and feeling that you hide,
but you might feel better,
if you let me walk with you,
by your side,

And when you need,
A shoulder to cry on,
when you need,
a friend to rely on,
and when the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone,
cause i'll be there,
i'll be your shoulder to cry on,
i'll be there,
i'll be yur friend to rely on,
when the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone cause i'll be there,

All of the times,
when everything is wrong,
and you're feeling like,
there's no use going on,
you can't give it up,
i'll help you work it out,
and carry on,

Side by side,
with you till the end,
i'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand,
no matter what there said or done,
our love will always continue on,

Everyone need a shoulder to cry on,
everyone need a friend to rely on,
when the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone,
cause i'll be there,
i'll be your shoulder to cry on,
i'll be there,
i'll be your friend to rely on,
when the whole world is gone
you won't be alone,
cause i'll be there,
you have my shoulder to cry on,
i'll be there
i'll be the one to rely on,
when the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone,
cause i'll be there,

And when the whole world is gone,
you always have my shoulder to cry on.

Soul??

It's very hard to think sumting that far from the beginning. When i been hurt wif sumone i totally want to cry. So sad if this happened. My sayang had called me just now mayb he is being worried when i gave him sum weird sms, well i guess laa.. Thanks dear!! I will show to 'you' someday..my sayang and i will be somebody, InsyaAllah! Am i rite dear..we will try our best!!

Memories..

I just come back from Kuantan. Actually for my old neighbour's wedding.There's a most thing i want to tell..hehehe..i met sumone that i never meet about 6 years. My old schoolmate, Siti Nor Diyana..she's now more looks lady and pretty hehehe..we met at Megamall. Terkezut!! Say about MEMORY sum will definite MEMORY as the treasure house of the mind where in the monuments there of are kept and preserved..
I was been in Kuantan for many years...where's my childhood be hehe..So u cant imagine how much memories that i built. Terlampau byk...sweet..bitter!! My love at first sight,(my syg u already know hehe..) my first experience to be prefect..involved in seni silat tournaments!! ahh...banyak lagilaa..Teringat when i was form 3 (Tengku Afzan girls school), kiteorang buat party kat T.C (Teluk Cempedak) jalan kaki sambil climb Bukit Pelindung (dpn sek je) memang superb laa!!=)
Oopss says bout TC we all sempat laypark semalam..Enjoy eating McD and ice cream! Ramai jugak orang..i guess becos now is school holiday season..so no wonder laa. We stayed at Vistana hotel semalam it's quite reasonable price..
Hmm..tomorrow ayah (my syg's dad) going to Mecca..hopefully everything will going smoothly..InsyaAllah!! Sumer sedara my sayang datang ari ini sebab buat kenduri doa selamat.."darling, u are a good son u know.." (sumting dat i keep behind this hehehe)

About KUANTAN..(local food)
@ Abah will never miss to buy his KARIPAP kat Taman Gelora...(wajib beli dtg kuantan) siap makcik tu dah kenal abah("org pindh mersing dh dtg")...stall die kat tp play ground memang famouslaa karipap die tu...mesti org ramai queue ..aku pelik jugak..tgk karipap die takla lawa mane pun hehehe..tp isi sedap agaknye!!
@ Mom plak will never miss to have mee kari kat Tanah Putih near sg Pahang's bridge...dulu stall mee kari nie kat belkang Pej Islam Pahang alaa sblh mahkamah tu!!
@ Aku will never miss restaurant Taj and laksa Penang Zul blkg pasar(Ocean) pergh!!! ;-P

@ My sayang and I have our precious history dot dot dot...;-)

So okaylaa.. i'm going to bed...GOOD NITE --<@

Only time....

Who can say
where the road goes
where the day flows
- only time

And who can say
if your love grows
as your heart chose
- only time Who can say

why your heart sighs
as your love flies
- only time

And who can say

why your heart cries
when your love dies
- only time
Who can say
when the roads meet
that they might be
in your heart
And who can say
when the day sleeps
if the night keeps all your heart
Night keeps all your heart
Who can say
if your love grows
as your heart chose
- only time

And who can say
where the road goes
where the day flows
- only time

Who knows - only time

I could be listening to this song for the whole day.. This song is so self spirit for me.. it is a hearsay on myself about times.. about my sacred life.. about heart feels... It is all about life.. I dunno why lately i was so overthinked.. so concern of LIFE matter.. maybe it just apart of growing and maturity process.. Owh im so morbid at times.. As for me.. we cant really determined wat our life gonna be next..

The road is broad open and we will keep on going.. walking for miles.. but we dunno when will we stop.. where will be our last destination... and times would keep on going as we keep on walking untill we ended this life.. and untill then time would stop for us.. but may be not yet for others... I shall be thankful for the braveness.. for the strength given as to go on this Life.. yet i am still walking in this shallow street strolling around.. and excitedly waiting for surprises each day wit no fear.. Yess Life is always full of surprises event.. Far apart still looking for one to be hold together.. but sumtime this loneliness make me realise the beauties of life.. to enjoy of all i have.. to grab all the chances given.. As i know im not alone.. This emptiness had actually gives me spaces to learn more... to know more and to feel more of the great touches of my only creator Allah.. And it let me think over times..

oF an opinion... a heart..and a fren..?

It happen when a fren of mine admiring a guy and luving him with her whole heart (or shall i conceive as passioanately admires him) Sum of my fren and i were about giving our personal opinion on her private matter.. It was apart of my attention when i read one of sumone write up about " The one with past..present or future.." It was quoted wit sum important thing for unmarried people.. Few question tht we should ask about..

When you say you love somebody, is it because of the past or the future?
Do you hold on to the past? Or would you rather think of the future?

Yes it caught my attention when it comes to the 1st question as i did asked myself a few times.. when i luv sumone.. Trying to think over why did i luv sumone.. is it becos of his past or his future.. Personally for myself.. i dont much bother about his past life.. Even if he was a sleazeball before but if he had change.. It is ok.. Do focus on today.. who is he today.. If he had change.. i dont mind.. becos for me wat he did before may be just a silly mistake.. everybody does..and just let it be a shadow of yesterday.. The most important is the present day where we live today.. and summore the future we are heading to.. No matter how bad the things before or the person has been.. But things can change.. maybe for sum it requires time to learn and to have improvement..

But as long as u think it really worth for you.. Just go for it.. Selagi ade daya.. Selagi ade upaya.. Just put ur best.. Yess.. it is true when we really in luv wit a person.. or we're so mad of sumthing or sumone.. u would just wanna put ur best effort in winning.. But it is all God will.. I do pray the best for u.. This is just sum scratches ideas tht we could shares.. i just hope tht u're enjoying ur life onwards.. :) my sayang, u are my life!!

All My Way...=)

My way- Frank sinatra

And now, the end is here

And so I face the final curtain

My friend, I'll say it clear

I'll state my case, of which I'm certain

I've lived a life that's full

I traveled each and ev'ry highway

And more, much more than this, I did it my way

Regrets, I've had a few

But then again, too few to mention

I did what I had to do

and saw it through without exemption

I planned each charted course

each careful step along the byway

And more, much more than this, I did it my way

Yes, there were times,

I'm sure you knew

When I bit off more than I could chew

But through it all, when there was doubt

I ate it up and spit it out

I faced it alland I stood tall and did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried

I've had my fill, my share of losing

And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing

To think I did all thatAnd may

I say, not in a shy way

"Oh, no, oh, no, not me, I did it my way"

For what is a man, what has he got?

If not himself, then he has naught

To say the things he truly feels

and not the words of one who kneels

The record shows I took the blows

and did it my way.. Yes, it was my way

Noted this is an oldie song by Frank Sinatra.. but it still be one of my favorite on list.. Those that remind me about being myself.. Yeah.. after so many ups and down been passing thru.. of all my way to here.. Im sure everyone got their singular path.. it of cos cant be the same.. Maybe sum people might says.. "Too bad if u think u r too good.." But hey, come on!!.. im no here for a big talking but personally i dont think it's sumthing bad to feel good about ourself.. sumthing worth rewarding.. just for the sake of motivation and self-help!! ;)

Life??

Alhamdulillah aku balik umah ari tu dengan selamat...very happy actually. Aku lepak kat Jb seketika wif my sayang. My last paper was terrible...seday sangat sebab tak dapat nak buat. So aku kuar awal, supposed abis kul 5.15 pm but aku kuar 4.30pm. Thanks my frens yati,assif and aus sebab hantar aku kat terminal..we have a wonderful moment. Segala yang dirancang my sayang berjln dengan lancar...=) So last day tu we all layan Harry Potter kat CS before bertolak ke Mersing hantar aku..wah abg drive ke mersing? hehehe....
we all sampai dalam kul 6.30pm, so aku bawak ronda bandar mersing dulu...sek aku, hospital mom's work, tepi laut and macam2 lagi laaa. Before this, mase mula2 datang skudai..chewah bukan main seronok lagi abg tunjuk sek ren die..sek men..satu taman round...bilik kerja ayah(utm) sampai ke taman ex2 girlfren die sekali=)
Thanks mom sebab dah ready for our dinner. Actually both of us terasa terharu sangat kan abang... got blessing from my parents! Thanks so much....we love u all!!

waiting for my bro inlaw at komuter batu 3 station...blurry of us!!

baru lepas berbuka puase

my sayang..dengan anak sedara (my sis daughter) sara and uya

Ni gambar dalam komuter ke Shah Alam umah my sis..nak berbuka puasa hehehe..

Satu paper lagi yahoo!!!

Today aku ade paper chemistry…well overall quite okaylaa. Ntah macammane ari nie aku overslept…giler betul!! Roomate aku yang selama nie tak penah bangun lewat dah ukir sejarah baru dalam hidupnye bersama aku..hehehe..So pe lagi subuh gajah la kami berdua kul 7.00 am. Balik daripada exam trus sambung packing barang, well including my pc. My dad datang pick barang aku and my sayang’s things. Finally my dad came with my little bro, iwan…almost 3.30 pm. Aku terus tertanya-tanya mengapa itu mesti berlaku pada diriku…just forget bout it laa.
Aku masih ade satu paper lagi iaitu paper biology (my favorite subject my mother said hahaha) There’s one thing that make me worry..pasal balik nie..hopefully everything become smoothly....everybody’s got something they have to leave behind....

Bila habis exam nie!!

Sehingga hari nie aku dah ambil 2 paper, iaitu Biologi dan Internet Programming. So far both of them actually quite okey, but I don’t know why I cant do well. I asked myself, why?? Whatever is, ape jua yang akan aku dapat aku akan terima dengan pasrah…eee cehh..seday jer bunyinyer…=) so now aku hanya boleh bergantung pada another paper biologi and chemistry. This is only my chance!!
Well, tadi pagi aku temankan my sayang settlekan kotak-kotak die nak diposkan. Semua kotak (3 kotak) it take cost about RM400 something. Haiya…aku masa tu dah pandang die semacam, mane taknyer…out of our budget!! We only spend around RM200 for that. So expensive…at last he decides nak tumpang two more kotak kt abah (my dad). My lucky laa my parents volunteer nk pick all my stuff in here.. alhamdulillah. Jadi settle laa satu masalah. Die pun dah balik KL semula petang tadi nak lepak dengan abg Yus. Dah lamer jugak tak jumpe dengan abg Yus (handle pusat tuition family my sayang but now dah kerja somewhere in Klang) Miss my sayang so much..jadilaa semalam whole day teman aku study. Thanks dear!! Malam nie study sorang semula…seday pulak tibe-tibe sebab takde die. This is my first experience study for final without him!! Memang tragic jer..hehehe..relax la brader!!(calm down myself) Abis paper kan jumpe semula....=) Eii..cepatlah abis paper…hehehehe….
Semalam before met him aku makan malam dengan yati. Well dah lamer giler kami tak jumpe since cuti raye tu. Biler dah jumpe tu, macam-macam la cerita yang keluar. Aku tengok yati dah kurus sikit, ker mate aku nie salah tengok. Hopefully ko bahagia dengan ape yang ko cari selama ini. Dia tanye aku nak keje samer tak cuti nie,aku terlupa yang die actually dah final sem. Nampak gayanyer sem depan aku dah kehilangan seorang teman gaduh,nangis,suka,ketawa,jerit,duka,jalan2…byk lagi! She’s really meant to me…Well we all dah macam adik-beradik. Teringat pulak dua tahun yang lepas, yati ajak aku and my sayang gi Melaka jumpe member die. Masa tu nampak kesungguhan die sampai nak sponsor kami everything. Hehehe…bile dah sampai Melaka at last we all bermalam kat umah mak sedara my sayang nak save budget yati. Kelakar memori kat sana..ade suka..ade duka jugak..but..thanks Yati for everything u do for me!
Alaa…pasal gambar tak entry-entry lagi…balik sweet home nantilaa. Wokey..nak sambung study!! Selamat…….

Makna Aidilfitri

Wow..ni baru seronot..all my family berkumpul di rumah walaupun dah masuk raye yang ke-3. Raye ke-3 my dad ajak kiteorang ke JB because kak ida my sis inlaw tak penah datang ke JB lagi.Abah bawak ronda Stulang, Danga Bay.. So terus laa beraya rumah saudara mara kat Kg Melayu Majidee, Tmn U..ade sorang sepupu lecturer kat UTM. Ingatkan nak gi beraya umah my sayang sekali..tp not right time laa abg. =) Sabar yer my sayang....
Well, my brother bawak citer LOST semua episode season 1...apalagi, aku and my sis tak abis-abis depan pc dah addict dengan citer tu...best giler!! My bro download dari somewhere (open source). Nak burn cd nak bg my sayang tapi berat sangat sebab versi dvd. Dulu ade kuar kat astro tapi aku mana ader kat rumah. Pastu skrang nie kuar kat channel 8 malam Isnin. Hehehe..aku dah katam dah citer tu. Memang best ar!! Tak sabar nak tengok season 2 tgh penggambaran. I thought nak cari DVD citer tu tapi belum dilancarkan lagi pun. Bulan Disember nie baru nak dilancarkan di Amerika. Kat Malaysia lambat lagilaa...Citer LOST ni sapu bersih Academy Award baru-baru nie..kalahkan drama siri desperate wife...caya laa!!
Alamak my final just around da corner...malasla nak balik kampus coz i’m still in raya mood....

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya semua..all my frens...my relatives…my family and my sayang ;-) Aku and family pagi raye sembahyang sunat kat masjid Sri Lalang. Before that, macam biasalah malam raye tu aku and my mom siapkan juadah tradisi kami untuk pagi raye..iaitu lontong, kuah kacang, kari ayam and last rendang daging. Tak berapa best sangat sebab akak and abang masing-masing first raye kat umah mentua dieorang. So kami yang tinggal nie masak sikt jer sbb after sembahyang sunat raye trus shoot ke Segamat kampung belah my dad. First rumah kiteorang pegi rumah mak utih. We had lunch there. Kebetulan tok chik pun ade same kat situ. My cousin yang paling rapat, Wahidah (anak mak utih) sekarang blaja kat UM amik Syariah and Usuluddin. Sebaya aku jer. Dulu Wahi (panggilan aku pada die) sekolah kat Sek Men Agama Johor Bahru.
Kalau kami berjumpa memang tak ingat dunia laa..borak sampai tak sedar pak ngah family pun datang jugak. Cerita pasal raye nie tak sah kalau tak citer pasal duit raye kan. Eii..tak malu jugak yer dah besar pun nak kumpul duit raye jugak. Seronok laa dapat duit raye. Kalau dalam keluarga saper yang besar sikit lagi banyak dapat duit raye..hehehe…
My sayang tahun ni beraya kat Skudai (home) jer..normally balik kg kat Melaka..kebetulan ayah (my sayang’s dad) tak berapa sihat baru kuar hospital. Tapi ramai jugak saudara mara yang datang kan abg. Maaf Zahir & Batin semua....

Pergi Tak Kembali

It's been quite a long time i'm not en3 this blog..previously...last week my uncle pass away..Al-fatihah..on 24th of October, ari isnin pukul 5.00pm. At that time aku and my syg tgh ronda2 KLCC...konon2 kiteorg nak balik campus ptg tu. Tup2 tgh duduk borak2 sambil tgk orang dari kebudayaan Malaysia buat perfomanced sempena ari raye, my dad send sms told me that they all want to shoot Ipoh pasal tu. So apelagi, tak jadilaa nak balik campus ptg tu. My sayang suggest bukak puase same2 baru aku balik semula Shah Alam umah akak aku. We all finally berbuka di KFC jer memandangkan masing2 dah mengidam ayam goreng..both of us dah lamer tak pekena KFC. Pelik jugak masa tu aku tak menangis pun. Maybe jgk sbb my syg pandai melayan aku jd aku mcm terlupe hal tu.We all sempat tangkap gambar lagi. Nanti i'll post that photo here. Before that day, ape yang aku planning menjadi...so my sayang berbuka puase kat umah akak. Then malam tu jugak aku and my sis (anak2 n husband Xikut) tumpang abg aku nyer kete. We all then jumpe my parents kat R&R Tapah..trus aku and my sis naik kete my dad plak..we all convoi ke Ipoh. Bila dah sampai umah uncle baru rase nak menangis coz blum kebumikan lagi. Esok pagi after kebumikan arwah uncle we all balik ke Shah Alam and had fast breaking together with whole my family. Next day on Wed barulaa aku and my sayang pulang campus tu pun before naik bus we all join my parents shopping at Sogo and Jln Masjid India...my dad nak cari sampin and my mom nak cari tudung. Aku apelagi...ambil kesemptan laa..cari brooch raye =) yang kelakar tu my sayang and my dad...chewah!! Hati risau jugak.. walaupun dah byk kali my sayang jumpe my dad tapi tak penah shopping samer just makan2 jer. Nampaknyer..alhamdulillah...hehehe..terrorlaa abg!! Caiyok!! Aterwards my dad sent us to Pekeliling. We arrived jengka 6.00p.m to be axact laa. Trus bukak puase dulu baru blik campus. Tu laa yang telah terjadi minggu lepas.. Kerja belambak menanti aku..mcmaner nie...nasiblaa:-(

Amik MUET??

This morning, aku dah ambil muet test..well overall it’s quite okaylaa question “the way to make an inpact on Malaysia”…aku jadi candidate B..alhamdulillah. My sayang candidate C =) kiteorg really lucky sebab segroup itupun kerana abah tolong hantarkan borang muet aku and my sayang by hand kat pejabat pendidikan Pahang dulu. Thanks abah!! Kiteorg kena buat muet kat Sek Men Keb Jengka Pusat. Nak dijadikan citer we all pegi lima orang naik van, aku, my sayang, ira, norin and wani..but takde sorang pun tau sekolah tu kat mana..dahlaa aku bg excuss kat my sayang (pasal kecian tgk muka seposen die) die lambat sampai kat depan tempat kiteorg tunggu van, lambat 20 minutes. Aku relax jer sbb dah kenal sgt dgn my sayang but four of them dah buat muka geram+marah+tak puas hati kat aku…ade ke patut aku?(sbb bf aku yer korang??). At last we all sampai jugak sekolah tu..and yang kelakarnye kiteorang yang paling awal sampai…my sayang kirenye tarik nafas lega laa sbb dieorang tak bleh nak blame pasai lambat datang tadi. Aku dapat music and entertainment. For my first beginning memang cam blur jer..pastu aku rase more confidence laa…pakai goreng jer point. Sumer aku bantai;

i. Music- perfomanced by Siti Nurhaliza at Albert hall in London..bla..bla..
ii. Theater- Boys and girls in film festival (aku hentam jer) bla..bla...bla…
iii. Dance-traditional and modern (makyung,zapin….bla…bla..bla..)

My sayang dapat ‘science and technology’…hehehe…aku tengok die pun lebih kurang aku ajer…goreng pun sodap (dipetik kata2 abg tadi ekekeke..) =) Abis jer muet tadi aku dapat sms from mom. She and my dad on the way to Ipoh to visit my uncle(makbesar) warded in CCU Hospital Ipoh. Aku doakan everything will be going better. This my uncle is my mom’s eldest brother. Aku planning nak balik kl on 20th nie. My sayang balik awal dari aku, by tomorrow. I thought nak balik sekali tapi aku ade dua test on Thursday tu. He has something important to do earlier. It’s okay, he will fetch me on that day and insyaAllah we all dah planning bukak puasa same2 at my sis place. Aku nak masak,dah lamer tak masak,rindunyee!!!(masak utk my sayang?? hehehe..seronotnye!!!) at this moment, aku tengok v-clip song everything you want – Vertical Horizon…so cool…

Besday my sayang

Abg,
Happy Birthday sweet 21st...
semoga segala aper yang diimpikan menjadi realiti ;-)
Syg doakan abg sentiasa dalam peliharaan Allah, dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahi rezeki selalu...
Frankly speaking, aku rase cam excited giler tgu birthday my sayang nie..everything going smoothly when i called him sharp 12.00 a.m. We had chit chat a lil' bit time and at last he gave me sms, he said, "TQ syg.Tharu abg.Muah!" at that moment aku plak yang rase nak nangis dalam gembira..hehehe..tapi ade sumting bad happened. And it was difficult to tell. Ape2pun aku dah selesaikannye. Abg, ur very important person in my life!! Loves take times ;-) Sayang bgt samer abg!!

ReSPeCT KeR??

Today i'm really sick.. camner nak respect org lain kalau orang tu tak respect kat kite? Aku benar-benar nak marah betul...nasib baik laa time tgh bulan posa nie..my sayang and aku jual tshirt tau..but we all tak plak cakap "wajib" beli..ntah camner plak jadi satu masalah bg kami...but mostly pada my sayang laa...sebab die yang kena. Aduh...sudah terjatuh ditimpa tangga plak lagi..dah lah ade masalah...masalah lain plak timbul.. I dunno laa... At this moment I hope this case can be settle profesionally. Tu laa...sian sangat!! Niat my sayang baik2 dah jadi lain plak.What can I say... abg kena banyakkan bersabar...kalau boleh sayang nak samer2 tegakkan kebenaran nie..we already discussed about this last nite..and hopefully u got a gut to sort out this problem..Ahh berat memandang...berat lagi bahu yang dipikul.
It's quite changed laa time aku masa part 1 dulu..very big different laa..soal respect senior nie! Kiteorg nie memang takut dulu kat senior2 nie...bukan tahap hormat jer...but nowadays...fuhh...dengan senior sendiri pun tak kenal ini kan nak respect tu..cant say laa. Abang, tabahkan hati yer..

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak…ye ye..

Hye..selamat datang bulan Ramadhan A-Mubarak seronotnyer hehehe…well today dah first Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah semalam sempatla aku menunaikan solat terawih. Kat tempat aku nie buat 8 rakaat jer. Teringat plak mak kat umah. Sorry laa mum…:-) cant accompany u as usual..kat umah aku wat 20 rakaat. I really miss u mum!! Apatah lagi rindu nak bersahur beramai2 dgn family. Rindu bangat saat itu. Normally, kalau kat umah kiteorg bangun sahur kul 5.00 a.m. Aku plak biaselaa kenala awal dr org lain nak prepare meals kan. Well, in this semester my final exam will begin after 3rd hari raye..sian laa..tak bleh la nak raya sakan2. Biskut raye pun rasenye cam takde chance nak buat…but aku rase maybe aku nak jugak wat 2 jenis biskut raye kirenye these biskut raye memang wajiblaa dalam family aku..iaitu cheese cake and Japanese honey chocolate. Aku penah buat business kuih raye nie mase abis form 5 and abis buat pra sains dulu. Memang penat tapi seronot…duit masuk poket hehehe..best tau baked biskut raye nie. At this moment I hope my sayang punye problem will settle tomorrow. What his problem cant say laa hehehe..secret maa!! Tapi abg jgn risau, syg tetap sokong segala keputusan abg. Ape yang berlaku tu ade hikmahnyer..percayalaa abg..take time okay!!Darling, u knows me very well rite!! Wah…wah.. my sayang pukul 3.50 a.m. dah kejutkan aku bangun sahur pagi tadi. Pelik jugak..selalunye nak kejutkan my sayang nie bgn tido payah sket.. tapi tadi die kejut aku plak..rupe2nye setelah disiasat my sayang tak tido..main game pc. Ayooo…. Hmm.. so okaylaa..selamat berpuase ek!! Mase nielah kite nak berebut pahala..dan same2 tingkatkan lagi keimanan kite sempena bulan yang barakah nie. Adios.

Sweet Home maaa....

Haiya...ini ari aku dah berade kat umah laa. Sampai around 4.30 a.m and my parents fetched me at r&r. Aku memang nak balik this weekend. Aku ingat nak ponteng jer kelas csc tu...but biler pikir balik ari isnin pun aku dah ponteng klas die pasal balik dgn my syg gi kl pastu takde tiket..so batalkan saje niat jahat aku. Dalam mase dalam kelas csc tu aku dapat msg dr my sayang (that time memang die kat kl dah) mintak tolong aku print out gambr t-shirt...ouchh...that time aku trus tgk jam..sempat ker kalau nak catch bus kul 4.30??
So..at last aku decide balik kul 5.30...my sayang punye pasal berkorban aper sajer. Cari2 cc kat luar...tutup pulak.memang mencabar keimanan aku btul coz that time jgk i'm fasting!! Nak tak nak aku kena gi cc yang jauh sket...i have to rite??
Satu hal lagi...dapat server yang lembab...nasib baik kebetulan my sayang bg msg and tenangkan aku...mase tu plak dah kul 5.15 pm. So abis je print all that stuff aku trus rush ke bus station...memang penat woo...mcm aku masuk lumbe jalan kaki jer hehehe....
Sampai jer pekeliling trus naik lrt ke plaza rakyat...coz dah janji dgn my sayang kat ctu. Try call him but tak dapat2...memang risau bangat gua!!
Sampai jer pudu aku trus tunggu area bsn(atm mechine) adelaa 20 minutes tibe2 he was standing besides me sambil senyum..aku rase happy semacam jer..nak peluk2 jer!! oppsss..;-) then we spent time together and ehemm..ehemm..hehehe...rahsia laa!!
Aku tgh demam sbnrnyer...memetik kata my sayang just now"balik rumah jer syg demam...nape demam rindu abg yer?" hahaha....
A'aa kan balik umah jer selalu demam. Tapi memang semalam dalam bus sejuk sgt2 sampai aku tak bleh nak wat pe2!! Dalam bus main msg dengan my sayang tangan nie menggeletar nak tulis..badan nie menggigil...i forgot to bring my sweater!! So pity laaa...
Anyway thanks darling at last tunggu jgk syg sampai naik bus smlm...:-) luv u so much...

One Sweet Day…=)

Lately aku mengalami stress yang melampau… I felt like I can’t breathe... I cant stand either... Keje dan komitmen as a student membuatkan aku rasa tension sangat-sangat! Selain itu, aku dan my sayang buat business t-shirt untuk course kiteorg. Alhamdulillah even though there’s some complicated problem... but both of us can over face it. Teringat pulak aku dan my sayang buat business otak2 JB masa kristal last year. Memang best giler laa... walaupun untungnye tak banyak but we got experience yang tak ternilai harganye...shared problem. Okeylaa berbalik citer aku yang tadi..pasai aku tension sangat-sangat aku pun bgtau my sayang yang aku nak gi balik umah my sis kat Shah Alam...mintak pendapat die sbbnyer hari tu dah hari sabtu pukul 2.50 ptg. Tak keje giler ker aku that moment?? Obviously, ingatkan aku kena lecture dgn die rupe-rupenye die tak bagi balik kl sorang2 so die nak temankan... siap cakap apsal tak cakap awal2...so we all bleh balik pagi2 tadi..how lucky me.. Fuhh...lega hatiku!! Thanks my dear...
Kiteorg spent time sama2, release tension sama2, ronda2 kl sama2...”mcm2 lagi”. Yang seronot tu on Sunday nite we all join family akak aku jalan2 One Utama Shopping Mall... actually because of my sayang tak penah jejak lagi so apelagi, akak and abg ipar aku bawak la kiteorg just window shopping bg merealisasikan impian my hubby...hehehe...abg, jangan mare yer... nanti kena jual:-) But actually that’s no point... yang best tu tengok my sayang jage and melayan sara and syura anak2 akak aku. Yang kelakar tu akak aku and her husband bg tugasan tak rasmi kt kiteorg jd baby sitter. Mase budak2 tu kecik lagi dulu, abg tolak stroll budak2 tu... skrang dah besar sket tukang dukung plak...hehehe...kelakarla abg syg nie!!
Dalam mase kiteorg spent time tu, we all banyak berbincang pasal macam2 bende. Ade tu pasal belajar, keje and ade jugak pasal hubungan kami. Kadang-kadang biaselah kes2 cemburu berlaku, macam die jealous aku baik dgn guy lain..and aku pun penah jugakla tercemburu..but when i think back...rase cam kelakarla plak. My sayang ni memang seorang kawan yang pandai menghargai sebuah persahabatan. Jadinye, i dont think that I should be jealous if he going out wif someone i mean his frens (gals)...yeah..cuti..balik sweet home..jumpe old fren...same2 sekolah dulu, makan2..kalau camtu it’s fine darling, jgn bermadah kasih sudahlaa... cume sumtimes tu tertanye jugak laa...biasela mesti nak tau kan boyfren kite...sayang maaa.... Thanks abg, because tak sorok2 dgn syg... kite dah janji rite di antara satu sama lain. So conclusionnyer aku tak kisahlaa die nak kuar makan2...dgn kawan (gal) lame die... not worth rite...hahahaha...okies laa.. rindu bangat kat abg!!!!

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban

Lagu soundtrack filem Ungu Violet...

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetarAku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Hadapi dengan senyuman..

Hadapi dengan senyuman
semua yang terjadi biar terjadi
hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
semua kan baik-baik saja

Bila ketetapan TUHAN
sudah ditetapkan tetaplah sudah
tak akan yang bisa merubah
dan takkan bisa berubah

Relakan la saja ini
bahwa semua yang terbaik
terbaik untuk kita semua
menyerahlah untuk MENANG

Hye..aku letak this lyric by DEWA group...bukan aper, lirik nie sebenarnye sangat bermakna dalam lifestyle kite. Aku rasa setiap orang tentu penah lalui semua nie kan...
It's depends laa on type your problem..but it's still there rite...how to overcome tu terpulang pada setiap individu. Tapi to me..kite jangan sesekali putus asa!! Once you dah give up...so that's will analysed you are so weak person. Remember..life is beautiful. Dont you ever waste it!! Bila ketemua segala dugaan that mean you sangat bertuah sbnrnyer..diuji oleh Allah untuk menilai semula segala perbuatan kite..lastly..jangan lupe bersyukur!! Pikirkan..ade orang lain yang lebih kecewa..yang lebih menderita..yang lebih kekurangan dari kite...that's it!! Just be yourself.. OKIES!!

Sebenarnyer.....

Aku dan si die telah melalui satu perjalanan yang sukar...We been together almost 3 years..Dalam mase yang panjang tu..macam-macam telah kami alami dan harungi bersama..we have shared sweet and bitter moments..and i dont want to lose him just because a stupid mistake happened between us...arghhh!!!
My sayang..i'm very sorry for everything that i've done to you. Ape yang dah berlaku tu biarlah menjadi kenagan pahit bagi kite..tak perlulah kite meletakkan kesalahan tu di bahu sesiapa..Kite pun dah spent time bincangkan masalah kite dan mase tu nanie rase abang dah lakukan dgn baik. To me, i'm always try to give you the best in every ways. So, i hope we have to give and take to each other...
Kadang-kadang kesilapan yang berlaku itu mematangkan lagi hubungan kami..Setiap orangkan penah melakukan kesilapan..why not we give them a chance to make something getting better? Am i rite...
So anyway...thanks my dear. I never regret to choose you to be my lover. I always love you..hehehe...
A new day has come...

SeGaLa Nya Tentang CINTA...

CINTA Tak Kenal Siapa...
CINTA tak Kenal usia...
CINTA tak kenal pangkat,darJat atau rupa...
CINTA Berputik Di MaNa2..
DaN..
Di SiNi SegaLaNya TeNtang CINTA...
CINTA seJati TiDak PerNah Mati...
CINTA aguNg BeRseMi SeLaManya Tapi...

CINTA itu satu anugeRaH TuHaN,Untuk Kita MeLeNGkapi antara satu sama lain,untuk
kita menghargai perasaan pasangan kita,untuk kita menyambung generasi keturunan
kita,untuk kita menilai erti kasih sayang.Maka cinta yang tumbuh,haruslah di
belai,di bajai,di sirami agar tumbuhnya tetap segar.

CINTA itu umpama pekebun bunga yang indah.kelopak warnanya adalah cahaya,hijau
daun nya adalah keikhlasan yang tulus,harum bau nya adalah ketenangan.
keasyikan adalah alunan rindu yang memukau,sepanjang usia ciptaan tuhan.
Dan kita mahu terus duduk di situ.kita mahu terus bermanja di lautan
yang mekar,hingga kita insan yang lemah dan lalai ini kadang terlupa
dengan hukum kejadian.sesuatu yang baik akan menjadi buruk
dan bunga juga mebjadi racun yang berbisa.Duri nya mampu melukakan
hingga jauh ke dasar hati,kerana yang indah itu hanya pekebun bunga.


CINTA adalah hadiah.lakaran dari hati manusia.cinta adalah kesabaran,cinta
adalah kemuliaan.cinta tidak lahir dalam bisikan cemburu.cinta tidak hidup dalam
lingkungan keangkuhan kerana cinta bukan untuk di megahkan.cinta adalah kesopanan
dan penghormatan,cinta tidak mengubah manusia dan bukan alasan untuk
mencari biadari dalam diri sendiri.

CINTA juga tidak selalunya indah.cinta penuh dugaan.ia menguji
kekuatan cinta.melengkapkan episod kisah berkasih dan sayang.
cinta yang hadir selepas hujan lebih indah.Derai nya lebih mengasyikan
kerana kita ingin memuja pelangi petang,kita juga sanggup bermandi
hujan tika hangat panas mentari dan menghadiahkan kita semangat kerana
cinta itu saling melengkapi.

CINTA sejati tidak pernah mati.cinta agung bersemi selamanya,tetapi..
nafsu dapat melayukan nya.cinta adalah ikatan seumur hidup.tetapi..
ego dan cemburu mampu meleraikan nya.

Namun kita hanya insan biasa yang masih mengharap.
kira nya dalam hujan renyai,dalam hangat mentari,dalam harum bunga,
dalam indah pelangi,masih ada secebis harapan untuk kita.

CINTA Tak Kenal Siapa...
CINTA tak Kenal usia...
CINTA tak kenal pangkat,darJat atau rupa...
CINTA Berputik Di MaNa2..
DaN..
Di SiNi SegaLaNya TeNtang CINTA...
CINTA seJati TiDak PerNah Mati...
CINTA aguNg BeRseMi SeLaManya Tapi...

CINTA itu satu anugeRaH TuHaN,Untuk Kita MeLeNGkapi antara satu sama lain,untuk
kita menghargai perasaan pasangan kita,untuk kita menyambung generasi keturunan
kita,untuk kita menilai erti kasih sayang.Maka cinta yang tumbuh,haruslah di
belai,di bajai,di sirami agar tumbuhnya tetap segar.

CINTA itu umpama pekebun bunga yang indah.kelopak warnanya adalah cahaya,hijau
daun nya adalah keikhlasan yang tulus,harum bau nya adalah ketenangan.
keasyikan adalah alunan rindu yang memukau,sepanjang usia ciptaan tuhan.
Dan kita mahu terus duduk di situ.kita mahu terus bermanja di lautan
yang mekar,hingga kita insan yang lemah dan lalai ini kadang terlupa
dengan hukum kejadian.sesuatu yang baik akan menjadi buruk
dan bunga juga mebjadi racun yang berbisa.Duri nya mampu melukakan
hingga jauh ke dasar hati,kerana yang indah itu hanya pekebun bunga.


CINTA adalah hadiah.lakaran dari hati manusia.cinta adalah kesabaran,cinta
adalah kemuliaan.cinta tidak lahir dalam bisikan cemburu.cinta tidak hidup dalam
lingkungan keangkuhan kerana cinta bukan untuk di megahkan.cinta adalah kesopanan
dan penghormatan,cinta tidak mengubah manusia dan bukan alasan untuk
mencari biadari dalam diri sendiri.

CINTA juga tidak selalunya indah.cinta penuh dugaan.ia menguji
kekuatan cinta.melengkapkan episod kisah berkasih dan sayang.
cinta yang hadir selepas hujan lebih indah.Derai nya lebih mengasyikan
kerana kita ingin memuja pelangi petang,kita juga sanggup bermandi
hujan tika hangat panas mentari dan menghadiahkan kita semangat kerana
cinta itu saling melengkapi.

CINTA sejati tidak pernah mati.cinta agung bersemi selamanya,tetapi..
nafsu dapat melayukan nya.cinta adalah ikatan seumur hidup.tetapi..
ego dan cemburu mampu meleraikan nya.

Namun kita hanya insan biasa yang masih mengharap.
kira nya dalam hujan renyai,dalam hangat mentari,dalam harum bunga,
dalam indah pelangi,masih ada secebis harapan untuk kita.

Warna-warni kehidupan..

Kelmarin..
Warna-warna duka..
Terpamer di wajah..Suram bagai langsung tidak bermaya..
Cuba disorok namun kalah jua..

Hari ini..
Dihiasi warna-warna ceria..
Bersama terukir indah senyuman di bibir..
Tanda hati mekar berbunga..

Esok..
Kita masih belum tahu..
Hitam putih sebuah kehidupan..
Yang serba berkemungkinan..


::Apa agaknya kemungkinan utk esok hari..?Moga kita sentiasa bersedia,redha dengan takdir dan ketentuanNya..::

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